If you went back, you wouldn't fit there anymore -- that's healing. ~ Phizzy
Phizzy, that is SO TRUE!
I sometime still miss the huge network of "friends" (conditional, of course) that we once had. And they were "real" friends (that is, until we stopped associating) that we could depend on in a crisis or when needing help or even just when needing comradery. Most proved to be trustworthy and sincere back then.
But, I am confident you are correct that we just wouldn't fit in there anymore. We haven't drank the KoolAid in a long time and we can no longer speak the "JW babel" or simply pretend and nod in agreement with all the stuff we know to be bullshit now. I find that I am always astounded by the fact that these people still sit there in their delusional daze and nod blindly.