(((((Hamas)))))
I'm sooooo sorry to hear that you have been left in the lurch by your so-called best friend.
I had an experience similar to yours, in that my best girlfriend stopped speaking to me, as well. I saw her in the mall one day, and I dared speak to her. (I was df'd by that time)
I asked her, "So....you still going to those meetings?"
She hid behind a post and peeked out at me...lest someone she knew saw us talking...
"Yeah.....you...?" she asked.
"Nope!" was my reply.
"Esther....please come back!" She begged me....from afar behind the pillar.
"Uhhhh....I don't think so, Gail..."
The next time I saw her was on the bus, and I said a cheery, "Hi, Gail!!!"
She ignored me, like I was dead....non-existent....
I'm just telling you this, Hamas....so that you understand not to take your friend's reaction in a personal way. Keep remembering that the JW's is a "FEAR-BASED RELIGION". They are taught that once we leave the borg, we are domonized, as good as dead, unless we repentTM...
So, just don't take it personally. Your friend and mine are both brainwashed.
And life goes on.
Vent all you want, deal with the issues that affect you. We are here for you ...we are your support now. We love you, Hamas....unconditionally.
(((((Hugs)))))
ESTEE