Smoke-free 6 years
I smoked before becoming a witness. I was told to quit before becoming one of those jw's. Because it was not my choice to quit. I struggled with the addiction~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I quit smoking for 14 yrs in the org. I started up smoking out of spite and being rebellious towards my ex and the org. my whole motive was to get disfellowshiped. Ended up being pushed out and DA'ed self.
Actually I hurt myself by smoking. Turning the anger towards me.
Smoking is one of the nastiest addictions to deal with.
OCW