Beryl:
I know what you mean about AlanF, I'm sure my new prescription for glasses is due to the beating my eyeballs have taken in the last year reading his essays/critiques/posts (here and elsewhere). What I kept wondering is where on earth did he find the time for all that? I can barely keep up with just reading the posts, let alone answering many of them, never mind answering them in the manner of AlanF.
However, what I'd like to know is
I guess what I mean is that if you came to a party at my house, you'd usually see a variety of people doing perfectly normal things like yakking, eating, drinking, arguing and getting rowdy.
okay, Alan, can you salsa/merengue/cha cha (please say no - then I'll feel better).
Actually I'm not down on myself in this post - you just have to find something you love. I'm taking part-time classes at university now, (since I was such an obedient little dub back in the 70s and never went when I graduated from high school) - I love it and it shows in my marks. Find what you love, Beryl, then the time you'll invest in it won't seem like work, you'll feel as though you're on vacation - plus have the satisfaction of doing something really well. It doesn't matter if it's making sushi or knitting or discovering a cure for AIDS - we're all here to pool our talents and feel good about ourselves - after all, the doctors and researchers working on cures for diseases need to eat, and wear clothes, and be entertained, and now I'm rambling. Sorry about that.
Beryl, I always enjoy your posts, you're sensitive and kind. If I need a hug one day I'll go to you; if I need to figure out 607 B.C. vs. 587 B.C. I'll look up AlanF (not that I'm saying he can't give good hugs also, but .. you know what I mean!)
Finally, what drove me to searching on the internet about the WTS and finally seeing the "truth" about it, wasn't intellectual starvation or questions, it was the lack of love and hypocrisy in the congregations and organization as a whole. Intellectualism has its place, love should be in first place, and I think you've got your priorities straight Beryl.