Hi,
I was an Elder and also professed to be of the Anointed for many years. Power and position all seemed rather pointless, meaningless and empty when I concluded that the Watchtower organization is a fraud.
Serving as an Elder and Congregation Secretary was enough for me to realize the entire Watchtower system is morally and socially bankrupt from top to bottom. Their judicial system is only distinguished from the Spanish Inquisition by the fact that the Watchtower Society does not endorse executing or physically torturing their victims.
Since leaving the continued discovery of their financial empire, legal compromise with the UN, continued concealment of JW pedophiles, and long history of misleading doctrine all have added more and more weight to my conclusions about them.
The overwhelming similar testimony by thousands of former JWs, like yourself, hammer the final nails in the coffin which condemns the Watchtower religion as a moral, ethical, spiritual, and criminal blight on our planet. Like all other such empires, they will fall, and fall hard. - Jim W.