Francois-
Your points are so right on! I remember my last public talk, it was a wedding talk, and at the shindig after the Hall wedding I sat in the hired hall, head in hands, watching the band, the 'Friends', and I knew it was my last talk. My former wife asked why I wasn't participating in the goings on and I said, "its all over." She asked, "does that mean our going to Bethel too?" She was overjoyed and partied up a storm - I cried for days. As cruzenheart stated, "FREEDOM IS WONDERFUL." Especially, the freedom of being a child of God.