That is the most disturbing thing I've ever seen you write. . . .and I am wasting my last post telling you so; but seeing as how I think smartasses are sexy and you being the king of smartassosity, you are quite sexy regardless of your disturbing post.
Just went through this thread and realized you may not be writing the conclusion. That's too bad for me because I really enjoyed your story and found it very valuable.
If you ever feel like writing the end I will be grateful to you. If you don't feel like writing more that's O.K. too.
Take care. You sound like a fascinating person and seriously you should get a secretary and start writing some books.