Nina,,,,,,,,,, I had to have my tubes tied when Chance was born, almost doctors orders, because they thought he had a rare genetic problem. Remember he was 2 months early, had kidney and lung problems...???? Turns out it was just a minor little urinary abnormality that caused all the life and death problems. But point is,,,,,,,,, I will never have another baby . I know many of you know what this feels like, even if you, as i do,,,,,,never conscienceously want other children.......just knowing you wont, you cant............is an end.
Sometimes things just seem to take us off guard and make us face what we dont choose,... sorry Nina that life is doing this to you . You have a wonderful family, as do I, but still,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,just hugs......hon I think I can understand just a bit of what you mean.............Last year I had a biopsy I had to wait for 3 weeks for the results, it was the hardest, longest weeks of my life,,,,,,,,it sure made me see to live for the day,,,,,,,,,each and every precious moment of it. But everyonce in awhile it is ok, to just get pissed, upset , mad, and out right mad, that things are taken away before you decide it,,,,,,,, I know ,you know what i mean.
Talk to you soon, love ya dede