Eight .
OMG what have I done?????????????????????????????/
wannaexit
by yxl1 45 Replies latest jw experiences
Eight .
OMG what have I done?????????????????????????????/
wannaexit
Thanks to the Lord: NONE
I was such a failure as a preacher - a big fat 0
Not one thank goodness.
You know you dont believe it anymore when you stand on a doorstep and pray the person wont accept the magazines.
I never did get anybody to the point of being dunked.
But you know what? I really don't know. I mean, it's possible that I might have planted a seed in somebody's mind, with all that pesky door-knockin' that I did. *shrug*
I was taught that I would be [blood]guilty if I failed to sound the warning...is this thread about that kinda, but in reverse?
does the guilt really ever end?? or are we just programmed to having it in our lives forever??
Good question. I hope that anybody carrying guilt around with them for "bringing people in the 'truth'" will one day get to the point where they will be able to lay that burden down.
I can't remember who said it, but I heard something once that went kinda like this (from memory, so not an exact quote):
We did the best we could. And when we knew better, we did better.
I started studies with the homeless and the mentally ill.
I don't know what to say