Are you trying to get yourself DF'd?
Don't lose any sleep over this. I've told elders to f*** off, kiss my ass, eat shit and go to hell. Called them assholes, hypocrites, pricks, etc. I did most of it from 16-20 years of age. They did not know how to leave me alone and stay out of my business. They were sooooo condesending. I have no regrets. I got to vent my frustration and they got to tell everybody how they were persecuted. If I did not know better I think they enjoyed getting cussed out by me because they always came back for more. Don't let it worry you.