I confronted my Bro. in law on why the Co's assistant would accuse me of being on the "bad" internet web sites. He has admitted telling the Co guy because he wants to help me. He say's the only reason I'm missing meeting's and stuff is because I'm listen to all these lies from people who have already df'd. The reason I even brought up any issues with him, was because he acted like he agreed with me on certain issues. The "beard" issue led to the r-rated movie issue, which led to UN etc. I called the Co assistant and told him I don't feel I've done anything wrong, and asked why he was so sure that I've been posting on internet apostate sites, and also told him that I know who told him that. He said he does'nt look at that "garbage". I was told that I should talk to the elders about any questions I have. Not go on apostate web sites for answers from "demons". I said "yeah, I have a few questions about stuff". We wrapped up the conversation with him saying finally that if I would just get back to being regular at the meeting's, things would work out, and as far as this situation goes he "would leave it up to my conscience". That was it. From speaking with him, I really don't thimk he get's on this site. Right now I don't care. I'm laying the groundwork now for my ultimate break. I'll lose friend's, and they will be hurt by this, but maybe it could serve as an impetus for them to look at what's going on, and make the right move for themselves. Thank you all for the all support, it ihas been very much appreciated.
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