I always hated being made to feel like no mater what i was doing i needed to do more. for a organization who wants its followers to abstain from blood they sure wanted a lot of it from me.
Were you happy as a witness?
by JH 32 Replies latest jw friends
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codeblue
Yes I was happy because I thought I had the "truth"....However I became very disturbed viewing the Dateline Special on child pedophiles, ashamed to go in service because I found out we were no better than any other religion. Then I was not happy being a witness, the hypocrisy hurt my conscience.
Codeblue
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Red Witch
No, NO, and NOOOO! It felt like being on a sadistic treadmill, if that makes any sense. Having been raised as one, I wouldn't recognize happiness if it bit me on the butt ! But now, life is a pleasure and I enjoy it to the max