Hi DY,
Interesting topic!
I JUST bought a book called 'Radical Dreaming'
http://www.radicaldreaming.com/
I found it of interest because it takes a new approach to interpreting dreams and uses the deams to find your 'Authentic Self'.
That term 'Authentic Self' caught my attention because as a JW, I felt that my True Self was buried deep in dub-dumb thoughts and reasoning.
I ahve just started reading the book, so sorry, I can't give any thoughts as to what the dream means, but here is what some things in the book did say about dreams:
- Our dreams almost always tell us something that our conscience self doesn't already know
- Our dreams almost never should be taken literally.
- The items in our dreams are really metaphors, just everyday items that our 'Authentic Self' uses to speak to our 'conscience self' in symbols.
So, if this book is right, you were not really dreaming about the 'Big-A'. It is symbolic of something else and should not be viewed as literal.
I haven't read too much of the book yet, but what i ahve read so far is fascinating!
as an aside note, I also got this book:
http://www.radicaldreaming.com/books.htm
Under the Influence:
The Destructive Effects of Group Dynamics
Just started reading it as well. Very good read so far.
Best,
Paul