Exactly Cicetrix,,,,,,,,I will enjoy my search,,,,,,,even my research,,,,,lol,,,,,my experiences as I find my way. I just hope that on my death bed, I have found a place that is one of peace ,,,,,,,and that I have lived my life to the best I could be and that I have raised my kids right.
Anything after my death that I may receive,,,,,a heavenly hope, or whatever will just be the cherry on top of the sundae ya know. The whole expereince of life is hard,,,,,but very well worth it and I hope there is more after we die,,,,,,,,,then I think , that is when we will have the answers.
For now, we have to be content with our own faith, and be the best we can be . Trying to say for sure what is real, truth, not truth , etc.... is something some of us may not know never be able to know until we are on the other side.
Maybe that is the way it is meant to be. For what reason I am not sure. But if all the answers to life were given to us,,,,,we would be just like JW robots,,,,,,,content to be told what to do,,,,,and never really living life, searching, seeking, and activily trying to grow as a person.