Daniel,
Im new hear, alot of heavy ideas being tossed around, If you feel joining this org feels right then join, for your own heartfelt reasons. Religion/beleif system whatever you call it,if this is tugging at your heart seriously through prayer and meditation you will find the Almighty God the Bible says "seek me and you will find me".That is a FACT.Searching religion association for reasons other than your own salvation,is what is called "kidding yourself". Daniel ther are good witnesses out there, my mother is by my definition a great Christian she happens to believe in the Jehovahs Witness doctrine and the bible that "they" beleive in the New World Translation. Thats ok I still love her dearly. I say this as a testimony to my mother because of struggles of raising two boys in the org by herself with no help from the congregation. I happen to beleive in a bible that is different from my mothers.My mothers NWTtranslated bible has been around for about 75-100years,my bible has been around alot longer, is my bible translated better I think so,does it make it better its a matter of what you comprehend in your deep feelings of the heart. The NWT rejects the trinity because of there "founders" thoughts again a different translation, "the word became flesh and walked amongst us" these are very hard words to refute in the Greek language ,John pulled out all grammitcal stops to get this word out. The deity of God has been challenged way before the witnesses were thought of.So to think theres one argument better than the other here dont try to discern that. I, like other folks here have experienced things in life we chalk up to wisdom when it comes to the org but this is our own opinion.To be foward with you,you really dont come off very sincere in your statements, I hope you find God someday, when your ready.