What an utter balmpot I am sometimes, and aye, awwwwwwww you lovely bunch of characters have picked me up heaps, thank you for your ever so kind replies. Anyway, maybe last night I was just listening to my emotion and letting myself go with the flow of the feelings evoked, it did me a lot of good to curl up in a ball and shed some tears - you know exactly what I mean.
Have woken up today from a very restful nights sleep, bright as a button, feeling so much better, tears are very good for you aye, maybe I just had to get rid of an excess of salt in my tears I propose, laughing at the notion. See?!!
Or maybe its because I'm typically British and being British and all that I possess the good old British stiff upper lip which holds emotion in, sooner or later, the pressure gets too great and like a safety valve, we have to let off some steam as it were, to release ourselves into the next stage of our up and coming good mood, blimey, now it sounds like I get mood swings, can never win!! (The Celtic balmpot grins)
Thank you so much all of you, now pay attention to those that need help far more than I, I be fine now, cheers to all of you, love you to bits.
Kindest regards!!
Mark