This is a paragraph out of an email my mother sent me. This doesnt help. Why cant they see that its this talk that attributed me to needing therapy in the first place! I Cant shake that hes really after me. How do you get over that?
You are going to need a lot of emotional support over the next few months of your therapy. Where are you going to get that from? your husband? Jehovah AGAIN is holding out his hand and offering you that help, through his word, prayer and his spirit, but also through his people. We are not perfect and there are always a few "bad eggs" but they will do their best to help and support you. Satan has got you where he wants, alone, coping with all this by yourself, did he give you what you wanted last time you did things "his" way. Again Jehovah is giving you a choice, he hasn't given up on you even though you keep turning your back on him and looking to Satan's world to give you what you need. Twice now you have done it his way, did he give you peace, contentment, the "unconditional love" you keep looking for. (there is no such thing by the way, the very fact that you demand that is putting a condition on love before you start).