(Narkissos) My only advice is, just beware of being too hasty in rebuilding a belief system before you have fully questioned and tried what you think you know.
The problem is, up until very recently, I truly believed what I had learned during meetings, bookstudy and personal study and there was no reason for me to rebuild my belief system. I originally came to this site for some moral support, trying to make the decision to get baptized. I was unaware that most people here are ex JW's. For some reason I thought that many JW's visited this site as well. My first post received a lot of comments, mostly attempts to make me see that getting deeper involved with JW's would not be the right direction to walk towards. The comments to my post confused me beyond words. However, I took every comment and examined it. Followed links that were provided, etc.. I stopped going to meetings, went back, stopped again.. and tomorrow I have to tell them that I have decided to stop my personal study, it's not going to be easy.
Bottom line, at this point I feel as if I don't have enough knowledge of what's out there. In order to make a decision such as being baptized a JW, or walk away from them altogether, I need to educate myself a lot better than I have so far. This is what this site has taught me. I owe it to myself, as well as to God. Posting the 'this generation' thread is one step in the process of educating myself.
The information I have taken in during the past few weeks has been a lot, and it has been shocking. It is not easy when you have been promised to live forever, and all of a sudden you find out that the bible does not exactly support that promise. Nor is it easy to let go of the things I have always taken for granted, the things I have been taught and never questioned, such as 'this generation', 1914, Jerusalem 607BCE, etc.. And now I might have to face the fact that the bible isn't as perfect as I thought it was.
No, there is no haste. However, there is a sense of urgency to know where I stand and to find God the way I should. It's not like as if He has been a great help to me in my search..
By the way, I just noticed that you are from France. What part of France are you from? I grew up in the Netherlands and Belgium, and lived in Paris for 6 months, now living in the US.
Greetings