It is extremely interesting to me how broad the spectrum is among human beings when it comes to reasoning.
There is at one end the purists' "letter of the law" and at the other, the "spirit of the law". The degree to which love [LOVE: definition unavailable at this time] alters perceptions and balances differences between disparate lines of reasoning is another interesting thing to observe.
Let me make myself clear at this point. I am a recovering person, bitter at times, paralyzed with hopelessness and fear most of the time, but holding on to see if some kind of explanation or justice will eventually produce itself. I shake with anxiety over the fact that I let myself succumb to the lies and tactics of the WTS for over a decade. I trust no entity or organized group. I do not trust any person, nor do I trust myself. My only means of learning are of observation. The only remedy for the abject isolation I feel is a timid gesture here and there, and it is always a risk, even under the cloak of anonymity.
My remarks were intentionally banal regarding how I'd been told to justify in my mind the unfathomable disregard for human life in the account Farkel brought to our attention. I was rather hoping for others' sharing how they had coped with these gross over-glossings of the true issues when involved with the cult called jehovah's witnesses. I haven't thrown the bible out of the window yet; I truly wish to comprehend it, and welcome anyone's insights whether I agree with them or not so that I have all that much more to go on to try and reason on things.
Vitriolic responses with no pereived purpose other than perhaps "venting" do not help me or anyone else. I don't give a flying fuck about who was right or wrong, in an absolute sense or imperfect human sense or any other sense, in the account that was (well, I was hoping) to be discussed.
The concept of being "hidden" in death and not having to scrape my way through this hateful, pathetic, nightmare of a toilet we call "life" appealed to me every single day. I am obviously offended by your (I'm certain unintentionally!?!) crude and petty suggestion that I check the fuck out if I have a "problem" with the way things are. Fortunately or not, it has not worked out that way for me, but it's definitely not for lack of trying.
I'm discovering life after cult-mentality and I come here seeking some kind of fellow feeling. Having been ensnared by whoever the fuck those people are up in New York for a time, it seemed that this site would be such a place. I am not having fun yet, though.
Be careful what you say in your off-hand remarks, "seeker". You are worse than those you have rejected if you continue in their pattern but do not have the excuse of being blinded by ignorance.