The following online group might be able to provide you with association with some young people who share some of your issues: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/exjwyouthsupport/ . See the below introduction for this online yahoo group:
Welcome to Ex Jehovah's Witness Youth Support!
This site was made by and for Ex-JW kids and teens and young people who have left the Watchtower Organization. We understand how alone and depressed you feel when you are either disfellowshipped or disassociated. Or if your parents have also left the Watchtower, you probably confused & feeling alone or scared. We're here to support you through all of this and to be your friend. Please ask us what we can do to help you! This is a place to make friends, talk, discuss etc... Whatever you need!
The founders of this group are Brian & Brittany- both ex-jw teens that are now Christians. Currently owned and moderated by Angie~ who has been dealing with & helping JWs since she left the Watchtower at age 15 (Almost 10 years ago) and also now a Christian. If you are a young ex-jw, jw but not sure, jw and curious, or a young person with a loved one or friend that is a Jw- we can help!