Beautifully said Smiddy3!
Yes, it can be a very stressful time for those who are lurking here. They can be afraid to take the step to joining up and share in the conversations.
Please feel welcome!
This is a safe place full of people who "get it!" . People who understand what it is like to go through the waves of emotion when waking up from a lifetime of religious JW indoctrination.
Please be assured that you are NOT alone.