I previously posted under HowTheBiblewasInvented however since then my comouter died and all info lost..thus the new name and new intro. BTW my post are always PG rated.
First I am a born in, baptized at 16 but could never kick the masterbation habit lol. I felt Jehovah would either 1: Kill me at Armagedden or 2: Forgive me.
For the later hope I lived and after my father died I continued. However the bible to me was large and simply put boring then. I neave read it other then when asked at the hall to read a verse.
Thus I was actually in ignorance of the very book I believed.
Forward to 2007 April I started reading Paradise Lost to Paradise Regained... Besides the 7000 year crap the rest SEEMED to make sense and I was devot more the ever on my way to wanting to be a and MS but not an elder. (I would never DF someone)
But as I examined what I believed I found a chasim. A Cliff. A Divide. The Hebrew Bible-OT and the Christian Bible-NT were so differerent! I mean it was simple with Moses and the law.. Now Paul screws it all up lol
But of course I was working in my mind to find a JW answer and the new Acts commentary -Benfit Book helped.
However I am a reader. I went to the library one day and found a book titled 'How to Read the Bible'- James Kugel. It sounded innocent enough. It was a secular book and I thought it was what the title said thus grabbed it.
It wasn't
The book only deal with the OT. But as it was seceular it showed the creation as copies from Babylonian stories.<< At this point I skipped Genesis
Futher however I was shocked. Goshen.. the Israelite lived there in 1513BCE? Nope! It wasn't named until 641 BCE Yahweh the god of a Shashu tribe? If this was so Jesus was either:
1. An ignorant Jew
2. A fool
3. Never existed
I was horrified because if this was true I would DIE! and never come back!
I went to bed disturbed but got up to reasearch one topic- Evolution.
Of course I knew the 'blue book'. Book I wanted one thing. - 100%proof of evolution....no fissils.. no digs etc. I found this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUxLR9hdorI
This video killed the 'faith'
I sat at the Kingdom Hall the next day knowing Jehovah was a Shashu God and these pathetic idiots believed in him and LIED TO ME! (The elders know these facts! They have to be liars!)
So I became in active.. I faded.. and drank more then I ever had! BUT
I was enged to a JW sister in the Philippines.
I wasn't about to ruin our marriage of course so sat silent through our wedding reading ephesians and other detro-pauline books abour marriage advise lol
I went back to the bible not as a beliver but as a curious person fasinated by it now.. not scared. I loved it.. NOT AS THE WORD OF GOD but as he best book ever made..
I wanted to know why people would deceive me.
After months I started HowTheBibleWasMade on YouTube. however then my knowledge was not 100% up to date.
Now my wife is here and I will not ruin our marriage by outing at the wrong time. I have already mailed DVDS (Without my name on return adress lol) of the video I linked to elders. This will either free them our warn them.
As to my wife she is hooked on the 'paradise gospel'. Shee in the Philipines although they have a pysical paradise the government and religious dispute make it a not-paradise thus Jeblobber will change it all. Well sadly I cannot argue with this. BUT
Since we are in Canada a Secular society I often subtully ask her to read the Bible (LIEBLE as some cal it*) and find out how loving Jah is.
This is the trap im in. I will not lose my wife over a petty wordview difference.. plus we have a child .. to be born within two weks.. hell it could be tonight lol
*The bible is NOT a book of lies. it is a book of propoganda! It is a book of sincere men and women who wanted to explain the world around then and beseech Yahweh for help. 2 Kings although only 50% true contians truth so I myself will never call the bible-LieBl like some here do. It is insulting to literture and once you see the bible as great literture you will love it... not as god's words though.
My last comment:
In the last few months I have been shown newer fact thus my channel is in need of severe revisial but I am writing a book instead.
some revisals:
J- Post Exilic
P-Ezra
Jesus- Josephus says he was a crazy prophet that died when a stone crushed him
David- I already posted but he likely was a title to Ataliah that continued and was later personified.
Paul=Simon Magus... I think most will object to this but I have very clear evidende from 2 corinthans >> See next point
Luke-Acts.. A revisal of Marcian's gospel and written to a Theopolis that lived around 180CE!!
My eventual goal .. once my wife and kids are free.. is to detroy the WT.. then every single church-synagouge and mosque by 'wisdom;