my nephew is a sweet, smart, thoughtful person.
he wants to go to college.. normally, a mom would be proud to have a son like this.. nope, not a friggin jw mom.
apparently, he's being selfish to both her and jehovah.
this sucks Cognac....something that would be a no brainer for a normal person or family.
i was thinking something similar earlier....my youngest son wants to do halloween this year or do a birthday, but NO! my wife blows a gasket. something so simple, a no brainer for normal people.
for this reason and many more....i hate this cult. it has ruined my family and marriage.
i really don't know what i am going to do.
boy oh boy did i feel paranoid at today's wt.
not only are we to watch our associations outside of the congregation, but also watch our associations 'within' the congregation.
this was emphasised by the wt study conductor.
yep, it turned on my wifes cult mode.
so this is just so nauseating to me when she noddes her head in agreement and in a low voice or sound does a "mmm uh" in agrrement.
but here is the deal, she never aswers at the meetings.
she doesn't go out in service often.
Sabin: i have to go on occasion...if you read my previous posts. i don't go because i want to...i go to the meeting for 2 reasons.
1. to try and keep the peace with my wife.
2. protect my children, whom are made to go by my wife. from preditors in the hall.
but, i truely hate going....i so disgusting to go.
so this is just so nauseating to me when she noddes her head in agreement and in a low voice or sound does a "mmm uh" in agrrement.
but here is the deal, she never aswers at the meetings.
she doesn't go out in service often.
so this is just so nauseating to me when she noddes her head in agreement and in a low voice or sound does a "mmm uh" in agrrement.
but here is the deal, she never aswers at the meetings. she doesn't go out in service often. she doesn't study the bible. only the watchtower trash. she doesn't have reasoning ability. this action is just annoying has all F%&k.
why does she do this.
1. to show the elders and everyone around her that she agree's with whats being said?
2.to show me she agree's with what being said?
for those of you that did this when you were in. help me understand, why?
my husband was recently subjected to an intervention by his parents.
i am apparently a danger to his spirituality.
after i stopped attending meetings and went apostate hubby decided to resign as a ms to spend more time with me.
1. boring as s***e 2. extremely boring 3. boring as hell 4. boring.
5. slightly boring 6. not bad.
7. fair.
a hilarious stupid wa message is being circulated amongst jws in my area / country.. i had a hearty laugh at the ignorance and stupidity and brainwashed mentality, different people may express different emotions so you have been warned.
day one after armageddon it seems ages since we last heard the gunshots and screams, today has been really quiet.
the last few weeks have been sheer terror.
i could only read a few paragraphs before i started feeling disgusted.
what a fairytale, BARF.
i am sure through and through dubs who read this are in their glory and filled with something.
disgusting.
my wife is shunning me.
she is always in cult mode, we don't talk anymore, we don't sleep in the same bed.
i have been sleeping on the couch.
thank you everyone for you advice.
i would like to say first that i am not spineless and I do stand up for myself.
but, has i have gone through life...i find arguing to be a waste of time, especially with a dub.
i also feel that each and every person has free will. she has free will to stay or not, to love or not.
unfortunately i am the recieving end of this.
i will not fight for someone who is not willing to fight for me. why?
life is to short....many on here know this.
there are 2 things i want right now in my life.
1. to be happy
2. to be cult free
GTTM
my wife is shunning me.
she is always in cult mode, we don't talk anymore, we don't sleep in the same bed.
i have been sleeping on the couch.
Sabin: you see the problem is this, she thinks because i started off really good and then grew cold. in her mind i let her down and jehovah down. no mention about jesus ( go figure) i guess he doesn't matter.
she was brought up in the cult. left it before i even meet her. she grew up with all the damage that happen to the youth.
she doesn't know how to cummunicate and lacks the ability to show love. always has been this way. looking back i believe this is a result of growing up in the cult. she also doesn't show emotion, nor does she think she has the problem.
i blame it all on the cult.
