Posts by airwlk149

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Things That Make You Go 'Hmmmmm'

by Farkel in

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i was trying to do a little catching-up on posts this afternoon and read the thread where leander discussed his resignation as a ms as he is ending his days as a dub.

congratulations, leander!

you made the right choice!

airwlk149

man
i have been really down, but reading this post made me LAUGH MY ASS OFF!
if that kangaroo got baptized, $100 says he get's disfellowshipped in a year!
katie
this is so fucking funny!
ROTFLMMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sorry if i freaked you guys out...

by airwlk149 in

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well last night finally did it for me.. i was over at stephanie's house, just as friends, and i was on the net while she was doing homework and was in the chat room and she got on the phone.

it sounded like it was mandy.

ooh my god did i freak.

airwlk149

well last night finally did it for me.
i was over at stephanie's house, just as friends, and i was on the net while she was doing homework and was in the chat room and she got on the phone. it sounded like it was mandy. ooh my god did i freak. some of you were in the chat room when i was freaking.

i called a friend of mine and asked him to pick me up (i was dropped of at steph's house because i was running late and i was out with christine)

stephanie came in the room and said that SHE was giving me a ride home. so anyways i told her we can't just be friends. i am dying.
i gave her my favorite necklace, the one that says 'DUDE'. i wear that thing all the time. i am going to look at guns today. i can't live throught this.

or, i might move. i can't live around here. my mom and stephanie will always haunt me. i work at the local grocery store and see EVERYONE. all the jw's my mom my sister stephanie.

and living here, i see her pictures as i walk down the hall (i live with her aunt and uncle)

so if this is the last time you see a post from me, then i just want to say i love all of you guys very much.

i wish you all luck with the silent lambs.

with love,
Katie Ann

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Do you beleive in God, the bible or religion?

by Leander in

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i'm pretty sure this question has probably been asked before but i'd like to put it out here and see what the responses are.

my doubts about the bible probably began maybe 6 or 7 years ago, they were very small ones however and i managed to supress them for quite a while.

however certain events in my life would make those events resurface.

airwlk149

i believe in god or a higher being, but as for religion and the

bible.... i don't know? i think that the bible is just a book

of rules, if you follow them it may make your life easier, but

if you don't, nothing bad will happen to you nessecarily...

life may be a little harder. ex: you shouldn't have an affair with

someone who is married. it's wrong. the bible says it. if you

follow that advice it will make your life easier. but if you go ahead

and do it, you will not be struck down, but it can cause problems

in your life and others.

religion is just something people use for control.

i do not believe in heaven or hell. people tell me i am going to burn

in hell, i say ok whatever.

but i don't believe we just came about. i do believe that a higher

being created us.

that's just me though,
katie

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Would you have become a witness if not..

by sleepy in

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would you have become a witness if not raised as one?.

for me i would say no way.

airwlk149

ummmmm...

that depends.

on how good my christmas's and birthday's were growing up , and

who was trying to persuade me to be a jw as an adult. because

if Paul Walker came to MY door, i would say yes. because he

is gorgoues

and it depends if i was still attracted to girls...

katie

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question for you all....

by wonderwoman77 in

ok, here is my situation.

i have been talking with someone on the phone and i am very interested in this person.

i have only been talking to them about 4 or 5 days, and when i was talking to them last night or about 3 hours and at one point, just talking to them gave me that sensation, like you get after you kiss someone for the first time.

airwlk149

if you think 3 hours is long i once talked to the guy of my dreams for 7 hours and 45 minutes.
we didn't have a "happily ever after" ending- but i hear of people that do.
good luck!
love
katie

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i still can't believe this

by airwlk149 in

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i still cannot believe i found this site.. there are so many people here that sound so much like me (except.

the whole lesbian thang!

i love you all who hang in there by being out!.

airwlk149

i love lesbians myself...

has anyone seen that movie 'if these walls could talk 2'?

that is a great lesbian movie!

thank god i'm out-
katie

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i still can't believe this

by airwlk149 in

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i still cannot believe i found this site.. there are so many people here that sound so much like me (except.

the whole lesbian thang!

i love you all who hang in there by being out!.

airwlk149

i still cannot believe i found this site.

there are so many people here that sound so much like me (except

the whole lesbian thang! )

i love you all who hang in there by being out!

thank god i'm out-
katie

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Brainwash Your Children From Infancy

by DakotaRed in

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from the new theocratic ministry school book, page 16, we read:.

training children to listen.

christian parents can help their children--even infants--to become.

airwlk149

oh my god did this post hit home.
i was born adn raised into jw life. that was all i knew. i was spanked outside for being disruptive and pinched if i fell asleep during the thursday night meeting. i was baptized at age 15 because a group of kids in my hall were not allowed to be around me if i didn't . their dads were all elders and mine wasn't. they tired to 'help' me spiritually. gag me. one of the peers ended up being my fiance who forced me to give him a blow job and then we had sex and i got disfellowshipped and he was privately reproved. so all i have to say is FUCK THE KINGDOM HALL FUCK THE ELDERS AND FUCK JEHOVAH.
oh yeah- even though stephanie and i broke up we are still going to my mothers kingdom hall and we plan on making out in the front row- but that's only when their district overseer is visiting.

thank god i'm out-
katie

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Why the big fuss?

by Marilyn in

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leander's final day at the tower, has made me wonder, about why the big fuss when people leave?

we try to tip toe out, shutting the door quietly as we go, but inevitably the game of cat and mouse begins.

what is behind the big fuss?

airwlk149

they can't let go. if they do and people start seeing that they are wrong it may cause everyone to see the light. that's why the people who go are "apostates" and NOBODY should talk to them. my little brother can't talk to me because my mom qouted a proverb "he that has dealings with the stupid one will fare badly" and i am the stupid one...

thank god i'm out-
katie

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Well today is the day that I leave the WTS

by Leander in

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this morning i told my wife about my decision to step down as a ms and that i also would'nt be attending any meetings.

she made a few comments that i expected her to make, but strangely enough she was for the most part very silent.

she made it clear that she was against the decision but outside of a few other comments she said very little.

airwlk149

good luck-
i am also out and free. they are currently trying to disfellowship me because my mother told the elders about my relationship with stephanie(my ex girlfriend)
i changed my phone number.
but now they are going to try and find me through work. (i work at a local grocery store)but i will not talk.
stay strong!
my thoughts are with you.

thank god i'm out-
katie