Hi... Just popping in to say hi. I've gotten allot of PM's asking me where I've been, and I don't really have time to respond to them all, but I just want to say that I'm well but very busy. Thanks so much for showing so much concern... wish I could stay and chat a bit but I can't... things are crazy, I'll write an update sometime. Anyhow... thanks again guys!
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For everyone who's been asking...
by SC_Guy inhi... just popping in to say hi.
i've gotten allot of pm's asking me where i've been, and i don't really have time to respond to them all, but i just want to say that i'm well but very busy.
thanks so much for showing so much concern... wish i could stay and chat a bit but i can't... things are crazy, i'll write an update sometime.
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Gay Lesbian,Bisexual JW's : is there space for us? (please no bashing)
by to be or not to be jehovas witness ingay lesbian bisexual jw followers.
now, i will begin this topic by saying i'm new.
i am bisexual, and i found this website by typing in : gay latinos pictures.
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To be or not to be, not sure what encouragment I can provide to you beyond what as already been said. However, I sorda know what your going though being a gay teenager still within the b0rg... and it's tough, real tough. Things'll get better though... Once you come to a understanding that there isn't a devine being out there hating you because you are gay/bi/st8. If you ever wanna talk, PM me... be glad to help you along if you need such assitance. Cheers!
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Waiting's Birthday!!
by patio34 inwell, this is my well-wishing for my younger
waiting ,
to have a very happy birthday!!!!!!
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Happy Birthday!!! :)
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Daughter Has Lump On Throat
by Corvin inlast week, my middle daughter, 15, found a large lump in her throat.
it was about the size of a quarter.
when she pointed it out, it was very visible.. the doctor said, after viewing the ultra-sound pics, that it was either a cyst with an unusual hardened mass inside or a carsanoma, [not sure of spelling] a cancer attached to her thyroid.
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((Cor)) Hope everything goes well with your daughter.
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things that make you go mmmmm...
by dh inpeople make lots of sounds but it takes something special to make you go mmmmmm... what does it for you?
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Hmm.. Mmm.. lol. A cup of good fish chowder, a back rub, a good nap, a relaxing evening with dinner and friends after a concert I've played, a hot guy... lol.. anything I missed? Mmm. :-)
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Potato Chips...Loving acts can be so simple
by proandcon inpotato chips
a little boy wanted to meet god.
he knew it was a long trip to where god
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lol... it's kinda cute. :-p
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My first meetup!
by SC_Guy ini met my first ex-jw today.
i could hardly get any sleep last night and kept waking up... armageddon nightmares were bugging me.
my family had left that morning for the entire day, and it was perfect for getting out of the house... i had already planned meeting waiting's son and his partner at a local starbucks in the morning.
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!*sigh*! I met my first ex-jw today.
I could hardly get any sleep last night and kept waking up... armageddon nightmares were bugging me. My family had left that morning for the entire day, and it was perfect for getting out of the house... I had already planned meeting waiting's son and his partner at a local starbucks in the morning. So, I got ready that morning... I guess the nevres were running so high my face broke out with a little acne overnight, but oh well... I'm a teenager. I was a nevrous wreck... I kept saying to myself: "You gotta go, you gotta go". And I did... the coffee place was close enough so I could walk to it, I arrived about 10-15 minutes early... I was really shaking badly and I thought if I had something to eat or something it would settle down. Well, it didn't... . So, there I was shaking out of pure, raw nerves just trying to calm down... lol, right accross from me there was these two parents fighting about their kid, I guess listening to them for I dunno how long got my mind off of everything.
Anyhow... they arrived right on time, I first met waiting's son and his partner was there shortly as well. They greeted me, shook my hand... after they sat down, I can't believe what I blurted out. I said; "God, I need a drink". Lol, and I did... I was sooo damn nervous... and I still was throughout the whole thing... shaky, distraught. I got a little more comfortable though, the pair of them were friendly, talkitive... very nice. I thought I was going to be balling thru the whole thing (I can be a baby, but didn't shed a single tear.. ), but it just felt so normal to *talk* to people who understand, and got to get a few things off my chest in the process. Ended up asking some questions regarding college and other things (I really, really, hope I didn't come across as whiney or anything ... allot of my blabbing was about the bOrg and stuff).
2 1/2 hours later, I looked at my watch at it was almost 12PM, I told them I probably should get home because my parents would be back soon. They offred me a ride home and dropped me off at the traffic circle where I lived nearby. Shook hands again and thanked them for coming to see me... walked the rest of the way home (just a few steps) and my parents came back not but just 2-3 minutes later. (I wish we had longer to talk) I told them I just got back from a walk... I was (and still am) reeling from the whole thing... I'm still trying to digest everything.. so overwhelming. I guess I learned a few things, tuesday or wendsday I'm going to get in contact with some people who can help me with my fincaicaly related college questions... I'm still not sure where to go for college (Either SC or ME, the latter would be cheaper but I don't like the winters and it would be in a rual area) and right now I'm just totaly drained... tired... my head and my eyes feel tired.(if that makes any sence) I had to attend a sort of going away 'get together' that lasted from 3 PM to 7 PM today and I felt so tired, people said it looked as if there was something wrong with me. A few people made some last comments to me because they probably wouldn't see me again... one person said "Do the right thing, go to bethal"... made me feel so guilty/dirty or something. And ever since I got back I've been just thinking over a delicious hot cup of tea just trying to make sence of life... doing it all alone feels overwhelming.
Overall... the meetup I had was great. Finaly got to meet the people I've been talking to for a few months and they turned out to be greater than I had hoped... I'm really *really* *really* appreciative of them coming down to talk to me... I should probably let them know if they don't already. I feel just so much better about things I now I feel like I have some real hope! Well, thats it for now... I'm tired and emotinaly drained to the max. Thanks for readin.
Your Fellow apostadude ~SC
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"This whole gay things is stupid. They say that they are born that way. NO. If they are born a man, they can only marry women, and vice versa. That is how their orientation is determined at birth."
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Last Thursday's Service Meeting
by SadElder inin the event you had the misfortune to miss thursday's service meeting.
1. boring announcements and an equally frustratng review of what needs to be done to prepare for the memorial.
as if all in attendance needed to be involved in bringing the glasses, wine, bread, and the appropriate accoutrements.. 2. a 20 minute review of how to place the time and location on the memorial invitation.
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"3. A 20 minute "class???" on how to use the new map publication. An invigorating 4th grade review of how to look up a city on a map. Pardon me while I find a barf bag."
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Post your ugly mug
by SC_Guy inok, this is kind of a silly thread... but... since i haven't seen any really recent "post your photo" threads, i'll start one.
you know how it goes... post a recent picture of yourself - don't be fooled by the topic title, lol... it doesn't have to be ugly.
ok, me first... ugly mugshots are easy for me to take being that i am just utterly hideous.
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Hey... you guys are just no fun. Stop posting your coffee mugs! :-p