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  The poor and deprived life of JW children.

  by Esse quam videri in

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  i find it hard to believe that adults on this forum make such a big deal about not celebrating birthdays, x-mas, easter, halloween, etc, etc, etc.

  i grew up as a jw kid and it actually made me feel good, being different from the other kids in school.

  we went to meetings.

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  I have grown to hate when people like esse come on this site and spew their vile over others. His experience as mentioned before is just that his. There is nothing wrong with that. Where I take issue is when he and others like him start casting his experiences upon others as though they had similar or the same upbringing.

  What about those that have been abused. Had a friend or family member commit suicide. Have a close friend or relative die because the parents refused to allow their child to have a blood transfusion.

  It is for this reason that he and others like him are FUQIN A**HOLES. People are dying here. Stop being like the KINGS of FUQIN A**HOLES those at the top of this cult that continue to kill people.

  Stop telling people how they should feel, act, or otherwise. It's not any of our places to do so. Everyone here are at different places depending on the extent of indoctrination and personal experiences. People like esse drive me nuts because they can push someone already on the edge looking here over that edge. I personally want others like me who are starting to come out to not have to continue to endure others judgemental attitudes.
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  The poor and deprived life of JW children.

  by Esse quam videri in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i find it hard to believe that adults on this forum make such a big deal about not celebrating birthdays, x-mas, easter, halloween, etc, etc, etc.

  i grew up as a jw kid and it actually made me feel good, being different from the other kids in school.

  we went to meetings.

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  To everyone that agrees with esse.

  The issue is his judgement of others by telling them to grow up and get over it.

  His experience is just that, his experience. For those like him and me by the way that don't have many childhood complaints for not knowing any better. That is fine express that.

  It disgusts me when people like him come on boards like this one and blast others. Everything up to his last statement was fine.

  It is because of the last statement that he is a FUQIN A**HOLE!!!
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  The poor and deprived life of JW children.

  by Esse quam videri in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i find it hard to believe that adults on this forum make such a big deal about not celebrating birthdays, x-mas, easter, halloween, etc, etc, etc.

  i grew up as a jw kid and it actually made me feel good, being different from the other kids in school.

  we went to meetings.

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  azor

  Esse. I will keep this short.

  YOU ARE A FUQING A**HOLE!
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  They only care about themselves......

  by dubstepped in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i've watched the reaction to the nepal disaster for the first time with eyes opened.

  lots of comments about praying for the brothers and sisters affected.

  the official release on the website references only the sister and her two children that died, along with the impact on the brothers there.

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  I recently participated in a 5K drive for Ronald McDonald house charities that help children and their families with cancer. Providing a place to stay near hospitals while children are in the hospital and camps that let kids be kids.

  The only group that didn't contribute were my witness family and so called friends.

  My son has leukemia and they all know him personally. Most of the people that contributed have not met him.

  You are right most JW's have the humanity beaten out of them.
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  Compliment or criticism - what affects you most?

  by EdenOne in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  a bit of introspection on this one ... just read on someone's post that a compliment makes him "float" for hours, and it got me thinking; within the spectrum of comments that people make about me, from compliment to criticism, which is the type that most affects me?.

  after my experience as a jehovah's witness, i find that i've become suspicious of compliments and over-sensitive to criticism.

  because a common technique of elders was to compliment someone before going down to business, that is, giving hard counseling or discipline.

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  I would first like to apologize for something I wrote on another thread to you edenone.

  I try to live by the motto that real friends stab you in the front. It's not always easy but I do try to take criticism as from someone who told me something they didn't have to. Most people shy away from anything with a hint of unpleasantness.

  I to am leary of compliments. I believe much of it is from being indoctrinated with the teaching that we are unworthy servants and have done what we ought to have done. This cult has taught us that individuals don't matter. It sucks to struggle with the continuous self doubt and self deprecating.

  A compliment should be taken as just that. Praise and appreciation of who and what we bring to the table. Here's to you eden one and everyone else here who has had the courage to leave this cult and continue to help newbies like me recover. Thank you all.
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  EVIDENCE

  by azor in

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  2. beliefs

  youtube channel evid3nc3.

  click on playlist and select "why i am no longer a christian.

  " this is one of the most comprehensive and sensitive breakdowns of theism i have seen.

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  If you haven't already please check it out. Good light listening for the weekend.
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  EVIDENCE

  by azor in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  youtube channel evid3nc3.

  click on playlist and select "why i am no longer a christian.

  " this is one of the most comprehensive and sensitive breakdowns of theism i have seen.

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  YouTube channel Evid3nc3. Click on playlist and select "Why I Am No Longer A Christian." This is one of the most comprehensive and sensitive breakdowns of Theism I have seen. It is broken down into very viewable sections.

  Whether you are a theist, atheist, or somewhere in between this is a story we all can relate to as exjws. Please check out and let me know your thoughts.
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  Having Faith in the Bible

  by william draper in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i know many on here have lost faith in the bible , is it possible that is because ones do not have the right perspective regarding it .

  we have usually been taught by bad teachers , or ignorant .

  i believe if we take an honest look at the bible , we will see that it gives us the best answers to crucial matters , it gives us some amount of bearings ( understanding ) , which without having such knowledge we would all be more like walking zombies in amanner of speaking , we would be lacking hope in something better , for surely something better is to come , how can we be sure , .

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  William Draper. Check out the YouTube channel Evid3nc3 and click on playlist and listen to his deconversion story and then I would like to hear your thoughts.
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  Question for atheists and nonbelievers

  by pressman in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i profess to teach the truth to you all and get you to all to think and believe.

  believing in christ through his words and not through evil religious cults, like hoj and jw, can and will save you.

  do you all realize that every time you are victorious and receive something of value through your hard work and sweat, it was our holy god who blessed you.

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  I just finished viewing a tremendous breakdown of a former believers journey. I couldn't stop listening. It took all day and well worth it. It has been the most comprehensive and sensitive address I have considered so far. If any are interested I highly recommend going to his YouTube channel. The name of the channel is Evid3nc3. Go to his playlist and consider his articulate breakdown with many references for yourself.
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  Endure! Life is hard! Lost? We are Miserable ? Don't think so

  by ducatijoe in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  its a rainy day and have been reading posts.. i would like to respond to the comments of those still in, post to those who have decided to leave.. what ever you have been told or may think about what will happen without "the truth" , is not true.

  my life without the wbts is fantastic.

  no stress, live in a beautiful place, great new friends and total peace of mind.

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  Thank you for this post. I left 7 months ago and I'm in the process of moving my family to a new area within the next month. Some in my extended family know where my family ttatt wise is and do very little with us. This is despite my son undergoing chemo for leukemia. It's even harder to feel abandoned with this going on.

  I have mixed feelings. Excited about the new beginning and sad that I have lost so much. Family, and so called friends. Damn I don't even have anyone to help me move. I have to hire someone since I can't lift the items myself.

  I know my wife, children, and I will make new friends. The interim is very challenging though. My son has been battling for his life and doing well so far thanks to the system of things that we live in. I'll be damned if I condemn my children to this cult after everything my children and wife have been through.

  Here's to a new life and new beginnings.