"...the conversation ended in her telling me that God would make me see and humble me down to the point of me never doubting him again to where bad things would happen to me and my family, and also if I died he'll torture me in hell, too."
Stay away from these type of people if you ever want to have any kind of peace and happiness!
"This conversation really made me feel awful because I am not trying to be an enemy of God. Im only questioning the reliability of the writers and the people who interpret it, and I am trying to come to a understanding of the higher power."
This is the RIGHT attitude. Don't let go of it!
"Well , yesterday my brother was shot by his girlfriend fatally in the chest, and as soon as this news was given to me, my mind flashed back to what the christian lady had said, a couple of days, before this had happened."
I'm very sorry this happened...It is a horrible coincidence, nothing more!
"I can't help but feel the doom I thought I was free from."
It will take time, maybe a long time, but you will enjoy freedom from unnecessary feelings of Doom.