Hi Chuckyy,
Yes, I fully agree with you that the JWs messed with our minds and hearts and induced us to make poor decisions for our lives. It's never too late to get into school and get your degree. Today, there are many adult universities that are fully accredited by the same regional accrediting agencies used by the major universities. They have all of the good student loan programs, and their degree programs are quite good and tailored for the working adult lifestyle. So, don't let another day go by without looking into some kind of program. An ex-JW can no longer blame the JWs ... it is now all individual choice. This is the beauty of freedom, but failure to act, we will reap the same results as though one were still a JW.
I was an electrical engineer while a JW, and worked in the construction and operation of nuclear power plants. My problem is that I turned down golden opportunities to move way up the corporate ladder. I turned down an opportunity to be promoted to Bechtel's Purview pool of future executives, which included the company paying for me to get my MBA at UC Berkely, which is a very respected university. From the pool the company selects its vice presidents who are groomed for promotion to senior executive positions within various corporate entities. This also positions one to get called to duty in a Presidential administration. Bechtel has supplied several to our government, such as Casper Weinberger, George Shultz, and Phillip Habib at the Cabinet level and others elsewhere in government, such as Cordel Hull, Jr. who served on the Federal Reserve board. I personally met these people when at Bechtel ... but, turned down opportunities all because I was "Anointed" and was going to heaven to rule the whole damn planet!
But, I am back in university now and shifting my degree to business. Once obtained, I hope to get into a good law school. I am now 55-years old ... so it is never too late.
Jim Whitney