Bye Bye Now
Pssst....... Know_You nobody cares
Dismembered
Edited by - Dismembered on 15 October 2002 18:38:4
it is with a mixture of joy and sadness that mrs know_you and i depart john and eunice's sanctum of sanity.
truly their home is an enclave of peace in this mad, doomed, sybaritic world.
what a contrast to the spiritual lunatic asylum inhabited by the apostates with their shrill cacophony, their puny fists, like the men of babylon, raised in anger to their creator!
Bye Bye Now
Pssst....... Know_You nobody cares
Dismembered
Edited by - Dismembered on 15 October 2002 18:38:4
http://www.cartogra.com/rs/475ca5f3-de2a-11d6-b42c-0090277a760e
i coldn't stay silent anymore!
http://www.supportforxjws.org/lambs3a.html.
Debra Doll
Thanx for posting the pics they were the best thus far!
Dismembered
i have been lurking around here for some time,,, i personally know laurie fitzwater and what she has gone through we lived in bradenton.
florida in the late 80's .... she is the one telling me to come here for help ,,, a hug ,,, i have a nightmare of a story which involves married to a professed annointed one who made me and my childrens life pure hell on earth....i guess he needed to be replaced as he was df twice and was never a ms or elder..... go figure i suffer from severe depression and post-traumatic stress and have tried to end it all numerous times... but the turning point for me was this demon--inspired internet and all the truth it contains i also read george orwells.. 1984 --big brother is watching ,,,, doublespeak;;;; its us versus them just to name a few of my eye---opening events i have 5 children,,, and only one my baby (16) in the borg....... i really cant go on ,,, i have emailed lady lee and she helped me alot .... but i have to be careful...... there are spies everywhere....i still attend meetings.
to some extent... missed the assembly this weekend tho.. so please be gentle and reasure me.... i am baby--stepping,,, i am doing the work.............
Wildfire
don't know if you have ever been there,,,, i have been lied to,, decieved,,,i read all the time and yes i have ordered ray franz book which i am eagerly awaiting.... but i need a hug realllll bad right now ,,,,, i just feel over whelmed with all i know,,,,, how i dont want to be a hypocrite and all i hope you know what i mean..... but thanks for caring i really appreciate it
Your Welcome and yes much of what you quoted, lied to, angry etc. Yup me too.
Dismembered
i have been lurking around here for some time,,, i personally know laurie fitzwater and what she has gone through we lived in bradenton.
florida in the late 80's .... she is the one telling me to come here for help ,,, a hug ,,, i have a nightmare of a story which involves married to a professed annointed one who made me and my childrens life pure hell on earth....i guess he needed to be replaced as he was df twice and was never a ms or elder..... go figure i suffer from severe depression and post-traumatic stress and have tried to end it all numerous times... but the turning point for me was this demon--inspired internet and all the truth it contains i also read george orwells.. 1984 --big brother is watching ,,,, doublespeak;;;; its us versus them just to name a few of my eye---opening events i have 5 children,,, and only one my baby (16) in the borg....... i really cant go on ,,, i have emailed lady lee and she helped me alot .... but i have to be careful...... there are spies everywhere....i still attend meetings.
to some extent... missed the assembly this weekend tho.. so please be gentle and reasure me.... i am baby--stepping,,, i am doing the work.............
Wildfire
Be careful about pill taking if that's what your are truly doing. As far as your friend goes, just try to take it one step ata time. There is not need in over extending yourself by attempting to explain your new found stand immediately. Again baby steps and one day ata time.
Dismembered
Edited by - Dismembered on 15 October 2002 15:41:11
reading metatron's post about the inner circle made me think about some of the congregations that i have been in and the elder body.
i think the inner circle mentality applies also to elders with children.
i remember being in a hall where elder a's child got into some wrongdoing.
It's just the good ole fashion game of politics. At the risk of being redundant. I'd bend my knee for the day the bogus "elder arrangement" led by Gods Holy Spirit(tm) is tied up and left for dead.
Dismembered
years ago, at an elder's school, the subject of secret sins and masturbation was discussed.
the instructer mentioned how "secret sins" could affect the spirit of the congregation.
when the subject of masturbation was"handled", a brother decided to put his hand up to "confess".this was obviously not meant to be a question and answer discussion, but the co called on the elder.
Footprints said
Jehovah doesnt kill people for masturbating. But he has promised to put an end to people who try to impose their personal views on Jesus sheep.
Touche Footprints well said
Dismembered
as most of you know, i have been inactive for about 2 1/2 yrs and completely out for about 7 months.
i am debating on wether or not to write a letter of da to the org or not.
in some ways i just want closure, and on the other hand i dont want to play by their rules.
As many here have said it really depends on ones circumstances. IF there are ones who are dear to you, that after DAing oneself, would then shun you, and play the WTBS stupid ass game. It does not sound like it is worth the aggravation to deal with that. At least for me it would not be.
Dismembered
i found this little gem from the january 2002 km thanks to stephanus: .
january 2000 kingdom ministry now up.
i present it in all its deception (together with my ever-so-humble observations) for your reading enjoyment: .
Hi Blondie
Oh that Jehovah, he works in mystical ways.
Dismembered
i'm a first time poster.
i'm not a jw.
my wife has been a jw for 5 years now.
Welcome Trybalance
very cool name
Dismembered
this is what has been happening with us lately.
we (my husband and i) have not been to any meetings in over a year.
the elders have stopped by quite often (once they stopped by and they were here from 10:30 12:00, they left the others in their car group, out in the car the whole time!!
Dear MoeJo
I suggested not answering the door but.....he did.
Perhaps you need to remind your husband that what they are doing is almost trespassing. And perhaps giving them, (any uninvited person) a "taste of the medicine" we all have received over the years in our attempts to place the W&A is what they need. I've done this HIDE & DO NOT answer the door. They will leave. Pretend it's Halloween when those elder-goblins show up and just don't answer the door.
I hope it helps
Dismembered but not offically Dismembered
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