I think the Subject shouldn't say "Today"....it should be "Everyday the Talks are Boring as Hell"
whyamihere
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TODAYS TALKS WAS BORING AS HELL..........
by Mary ini actually went to the meeting this morning (okay, sumeone talked me into going)...........god it was boring.......something about jesus and the kingdom and frigging deuteronomy and hebrews and jeremiah-was-a-bullfrog...........and then they talked about old faithful: mathew 28:19 20 "go therefore and piss everyone off selling btochtower and asleep magazines to all the inhabitents of the earth.
an' look: i am with you every frigging saturday morning till the government bans your sorry asses.
i escaped after the first meeting and met the stares of several good christians wanting to know why i was leaving half way through......i told the asshole elder who followed me outside: " i've got my period!!
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Not Having Kids in 'This System....'
by lonelysheep inone of my former bs conductors and her husband decided when they got married, they wouldn't have any kids 'in this system'.
i know the world could be better, but i see no reason not to have children if that's what your wishes really are....and you're able to for that matter.
she just turned 34 and really wants to have a child.
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whyamihere
Well both my parents said they were not going to have kids "in this system"! However with in 9 years and 6 kids later yeah like that happened. And as for me I thought maybe I should wait to have kids and thank god I didn't. I love them. Plus I got pregnant on birth control! Ha 97%? It was like the show "Friends" They should say that on the box!
Brooke
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I Love Nancy Drake!!!!!!
by whyamihere ini just want everyone to know...... how much she means to me!.
she is my air that i breathe.. she is my light when it is dark.. i love her as much as cheesecake!
thats alot!
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whyamihere
Nancy is my Breast friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I Love Nancy Drake!!!!!!
by whyamihere ini just want everyone to know...... how much she means to me!.
she is my air that i breathe.. she is my light when it is dark.. i love her as much as cheesecake!
thats alot!
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whyamihere
Nancy is HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Brooke....I wish I was as Hot as she!
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I Love Nancy Drake!!!!!!
by whyamihere ini just want everyone to know...... how much she means to me!.
she is my air that i breathe.. she is my light when it is dark.. i love her as much as cheesecake!
thats alot!
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whyamihere
I Just want everyone to know...... How much she means to me!
She is my air that I breathe.
She is my light when it is dark.
I love her as much as Cheesecake! Thats alot! Maybe too much!
Nancy if I were Gay I would pick you! I love you!
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Sad Today
by whyamihere init's has been a hard few months for me.
i am just so sad i don't know where to begin.
i feel so lost in this world and i have lost all my friends and i feel so alone.
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whyamihere
Thanks to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!
It has been a really hard week for me. There is so many things that are going good and bad. I love my Husband and my kids so much its hard to think of myself. I just wished I didn't miss out on so many things. I have nightmares thinking of what could have been. I don't want to loose what I have and thats why I am reaching out to better myself.
I know what I have to do it was just hard making that first step of getting help. I don't really have anyone to help me watch my kids. The only help I have is those who tell me it will get better if I went back to meetings. I know in my heart that its so wrong teaching my kids to be hateful and think that they are better than everyone else. By going back I would be doing that.
I am just so confused and don't know where to begin. I think I am a great mother because my kids are happy. Everyone tells me my kids look so happy and thats what keeps me going.
Brooke
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Sad Today
by whyamihere init's has been a hard few months for me.
i am just so sad i don't know where to begin.
i feel so lost in this world and i have lost all my friends and i feel so alone.
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whyamihere
I am so sorry. I try not and bring anyone down I just let a few things out. I am just scared about half of the things that go through my head. I remember someone asked me(a few weeks ago) is if I thought about killing myself...I said No..but I wished someone would do it for me.
I know I need help...and I did something I was so proud of is that I reached out. I called and no one made me. I think that is a huge step.
I have so many too many to count on things that bother me. I just don't want to hurt myself anymore or beat myself up because I would not be a good person. I want people to like me. I get told all the time I am so funny. And I make people laugh. I think I do that because I am sad and don't want people to know I hurt. I am sorry if I bring you guys down by saying what I did. I just think it helps to talk it out even if no one listens.
Thank you for all your wonderful comments. Tonight I may take the kids out and go to Target! And if I want to I will get anything I damn well please! Wow isn't that sad the only place I want to go and do shopping at is Target? Oh I do need nelp and better places to shop!
Brooke
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Sad Today
by whyamihere init's has been a hard few months for me.
i am just so sad i don't know where to begin.
i feel so lost in this world and i have lost all my friends and i feel so alone.
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whyamihere
It's has been a hard few months for me. I am just so sad I don't know where to begin. I feel so lost in this world and I have lost all my friends and I feel so alone. My husband whom I love dearly is gone all the time. He has to work full time and then goes to school part time and then we has his hobby with his band that he leaves with as well. I am so happy that he gets to do what he loves and I am the one who tells him that he should live out his dreams and do anything he wants. However it puts me by myself all the time. I put him and my kids first then everyone else and then myself. I actually made an appointment to recieve therapy yesterday. I started to cry while I was making the appointment where they are making me come in sooner.
I hate being alone. I stopped going to meetings about 7 or 8 months ago. My family was all I had and now its different. They try and tell me to come back but I know in my heart its wrong. I have no one. I sit here all by myself and cook clean take care of the kids do all the errands banking I take care of it all. Money is so stressful. Everything is so stressful. I don't even know why I am telling you all of this. I don't know what to do or where to turn. I am so lonely and my heart is so broken in so many ways.
I am so confused and scared and lonley and I have no one to talk to. I am only 24 years old I got married when I was a child. I was 19 I was not ready. I love my husband but I was not ready. At the time it made my Mom happy with me and I loved him and I thought I was doing the right thing. Then I had kids I did not plan on having them so early but they came. I am happy for it because they are my life. I had to grow up so fast. I was alot more mature and still am then my parents. I was forgotten all the time. I remember once my parents got us all gifts after tax money came in and everyone one got something but me. Why didn't I get something? It still hurts today. I love my Mom and Dad but why was I always not remembered? I don't know I am just very sad this week and I have no one. My Husband is leaving again tonight and I will be alone by myself.
I think this religion has really screwed me up. My parents screwed me up. I am messed up in the head and I try and latch on to anyone who pays anykind of attention to me. Its like people come on here with all these problems big and small. I feel so awful for all of you and wished I could help everyone little by little. I need help. Then there are the ones who come on here trying to save us and tell us we are wrong. How can we be wrong for being sad and lonely and shunned and have our lives ripped apart. How can we be wrong? Am I so bad that I want whats best for my kids? I want to be a good mother but I don't know if I am. I am sorry I just am so sad today and I am not making any sense.
Brooke
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favourite games to play as a child during boring meetings
by Surfacing inmy parents were both very strict, and i wasn't allowed any toys at the hall.
my rations included a copy of my book of bible stories, and a pen and note pad.
my parents were strict to the point of not allowing me to draw pictures, i had to "take notes".
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whyamihere
Oh Yes the Penis game!
Such fun and yet sad. I guess I got one thing out of the meetings. Plus it did help me with my Tourette's Syndrome!
I love you Nancy!
Brooke
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Ahh you guys got me.
by Doe infor all the losers out there.
ya i have balls to reply.
i just thought that there might be real believers here reading the crap you all call expessing yourself.
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whyamihere
Oh and the coment of finding a Confortable Religion?
!st: of all it Comfortable if you can't spell that word don't bother to post!
2nd: Do the same! You may not understand the meaning of Comfortable(spelled with a M) it means :Free from stress or anxiety; at ease. Also, producing feelings of ease or security. Well we all are doing that! If you feel that with the JW's then go for it be happy and make many many little JW's. However, Do not come on here trying to tell us what to do and how to live what to eat how to take a God Damn Shit! I have gone though it enough and I am not going to let one meaningless, coward, pathetic, sad, creepy, ignorant nothing like you tell me it anymore! Just fade away Doe! Before I get mad!
And I say this not with Hate but in Honesty!
Brooke
Love Always Brooke