Posts by Vivamus

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help, cuz i am like a scared baby

by Vivamus in

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friends

it's 2 am, and my whole country is asleep and i badly need to talk, and someone to hold me.

i have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and i have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now.

right.. i woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and i grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but i must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think i was nuts otherwise) and then i tried to scream, but i couldn't.

Vivamus

Odrade, thank you.

Sheila, thanx

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help, cuz i am like a scared baby

by Vivamus in

jw
friends

it's 2 am, and my whole country is asleep and i badly need to talk, and someone to hold me.

i have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and i have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now.

right.. i woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and i grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but i must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think i was nuts otherwise) and then i tried to scream, but i couldn't.

Vivamus

The horrible thing is, dreaming I was like "well I can't call on Jehovah, cuz I am dead to him, an outcast". Blech. Getting fully awake now, that laptop and cable modem sure was my line of help after I realised the time and impossibility to phone ppl. Lol.

Thanx Else, for posting that article.

Double Edge, yeah, I have the lights on, and all else too, can't close my eyes right now...

Insomniac, logically I know that. Logically...

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help, cuz i am like a scared baby

by Vivamus in

jw
friends

it's 2 am, and my whole country is asleep and i badly need to talk, and someone to hold me.

i have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and i have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now.

right.. i woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and i grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but i must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think i was nuts otherwise) and then i tried to scream, but i couldn't.

Vivamus

It's 2 AM, and my whole country is asleep and I badly need to talk, and someone to hold me. I have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and I have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now. Right.. I woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and I grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but I must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think I was nuts otherwise) and then I tried to scream, but I couldn't. I was just surrounded by this blanket of dark evil. And then I did scream and said *I ban you from my house and I will be protected by the light and by all things good* and I slowly began to be able to breathe and stuff.

And so now I am awake, panicked, with the lights on, with my laptop in bed, and a ciggie, cuz I need one, and damn, when will this ever end?

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WOULD YOU GIVE THE JW'S THIS?

by integ in

a jw relative brought out something i actually had to agree with.

we were discussing positive vs. negative aspects of the "truth".

she brought out that the witnesses do not participate in war, and i thought 'gee, that's probably a good thing'.

Vivamus

Uhm... they don't vote, consider politicians hypocrits, and yet they will fight for their social rights. And they are not prepared to give anything back for it, like loyalty to their country...very good traits indeed....

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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What does your name mean?

by Insomniac in

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friends

ok, i'm sure this topic has been covered before, but i'm new here, so indulge me.

what do everyone's screen names mean?

some are pretty self-explanatory, but a few have me intrigued.

Vivamus

My name comes from "Dum Vivimus, Vivamus!", from R.Heinlein, "Glory Road".

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

(And that comes from me and my friend inventing the slogan "and the world shall tremble in the wake of the Blue Bubblegum" when we were stonedrunk....)

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Do you grind your teeth?

by SheilaM in

jw
friends

i've been having horrible pain mainly the back of my head, migraine but not ya know.

well i went to the dentist to day and he seems to think it is stress <boy why would i be under stress

does anyone use one did it make the pain go away??

Vivamus

Sheila, yeah, mine is done from a mold. I never had that pain before, I'm scared to put it in again, lol...

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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Do you grind your teeth?

by SheilaM in

jw
friends

i've been having horrible pain mainly the back of my head, migraine but not ya know.

well i went to the dentist to day and he seems to think it is stress <boy why would i be under stress

does anyone use one did it make the pain go away??

Vivamus

I got a similar, but reversed problem. I got a night thingy to keep my teeth looking gorgeous, and last night, I woke up from a horrible pain in my neck, jaw and head, horrible. So I took the thing out, and the pain went away.

So, I figure yours will do the reverse...

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Blue Bubblegum Girl

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