Actually, LL, you using the term "old me" gives me a spark of hope... I can be a hardened bitch. Well, at least a none-wuss....
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
gawd!
i am such a frigging wuss!
i have been thinking and judging, and have come to the conclusion that i am one big wussy!
Actually, LL, you using the term "old me" gives me a spark of hope... I can be a hardened bitch. Well, at least a none-wuss....
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
gawd!
i am such a frigging wuss!
i have been thinking and judging, and have come to the conclusion that i am one big wussy!
But I am actually utterly serious.
Something will happen, something that is insulting and hurting and everything nasty. And at that moment, at that precise moment, my reaction will be to smile. It's a huge fake smile, and you'd have to know me pretty well to know it's fake. But at that moment that smile is my safety.
And days later, I will come up with all kinds of stuff I should have said in that moment, or hell, even done, just breaking some of those people's furniture and storming out would have been better than that darned smile.
And then! Instead of saying those things days later, or just talking about it in a rational way ... I will act as if it never had happened.
God, I need anger-management-therapy
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
gawd!
i am such a frigging wuss!
i have been thinking and judging, and have come to the conclusion that i am one big wussy!
*Giggles*
*lights a ciggie*
*gets a beer*
Okay, now I feel up to kicking some ass. Problem is .. no one is around
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
gawd!
i am such a frigging wuss!
i have been thinking and judging, and have come to the conclusion that i am one big wussy!
Gawd! I am such a frigging wuss! I have been thinking and judging, and have come to the conclusion that I am one big wussy! People can walk all over me and I will simply smile and let them. Bah. New, uhm, month resolution (well, I can't write down new-years resolution, now can I), No More. From now on, I will speak my mind, and let people know when they piss me off. I will go like "YOU! YOU are pissing me off, who do you think you are talking to? are you looking at me? Are you LOOKING at ME?" - - Yeah right, as if... *goes back into being a total wuss-mode* - Blue Bubblegum Girl
1. add the required amount of shampoo to the toilet.
water, and put both lids up.. .
2. pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him.
LOL
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
after i left the "troof" the first thing i did was run out and get a tattoo.now ,some 18 years later i still dont regret it.i even have gotten a couple of new ones in the past couple of years......i mean not that i am covered in them,but i think if a women has them ,there is nothing wrong with that has long as they are not all over everywhere.ie...neck,face or lower arms......... i just think it is sexy on a man..( a few....not on the same areas as the women ..ie..face and neck as well.
) but for a women to have them all over her is not attractive....i think for a women to have a couple in a suddle place..( like for your partner to see or find.lol) is sexy as well...this girl in our town, has them covering her face and arms.i just think she looks scary......(i do also think that they must be done professionally and kept realistic.
)...i know your not to judge a book by its cover but, this girl wonders why, parents will not let children to her house to play with her child?
Nope, no tatts for me.
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
rayzorblade!!!!
i need to have a word with ya!.
it is all fine and nice that you have adopted my mum, but now she is buying canadian food in order to be more in touch with her canadian adopted son!
Well, I am not convinced that Canada has the best beer. I still believe Holland does. But I'll tell you guys what, when I come to Canada, you can try and convince The Dutch District Overbeer that Canadian beer is better, how about that?
((Rayzor)) maple syrup sounds great, and the pancakes too. ..
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
rayzorblade!!!!
i need to have a word with ya!.
it is all fine and nice that you have adopted my mum, but now she is buying canadian food in order to be more in touch with her canadian adopted son!
Ahem... excuse me ... but Holland has the best beer.
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
Holy Cow! I just had a vision! I saw the Light! I saw ... HIM.
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A distraught Blue Bubblegum Girl
rayzorblade!!!!
i need to have a word with ya!.
it is all fine and nice that you have adopted my mum, but now she is buying canadian food in order to be more in touch with her canadian adopted son!
Cool! So, I've got two transatlantic boyfriends now Gawd, I am gonna get so spoiled
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Blue Bubblegum Girl