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Yes, it is easier said than done. It took me about 20 years just to get to that point. I didn't suffer any major losses like you describe. I only had the garden variety BS JW'S inflict on you when you leave. I left when I was in my early 30's and my wife happily followed suit. So I was lucky with that. All I'm saying is forgiving low level brain washed publishers who are otherwise descent people helps heal. We were all one of them.