Posts by junctions-wife

54

Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well folks, i started writing a big post and then the keyboard acted up on me, so i lost everything i was saying.

first of all amanda was right, this isnt anything i can just walk away from, it is'nt something that i can just put behind me and move on.

this involves my sexuality and my childhood experience growing up in the jw cult.

junctions-wife

i may have used the wrong words, its just great that dave has your friendship and support..ex wife or not, a good friend is priceless

I do the best I can. And actually neither one of us has filed for divorce yet. if the truth to be known.

amanda

54

Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well folks, i started writing a big post and then the keyboard acted up on me, so i lost everything i was saying.

first of all amanda was right, this isnt anything i can just walk away from, it is'nt something that i can just put behind me and move on.

this involves my sexuality and my childhood experience growing up in the jw cult.

It's not that I am great. It is what I believe in. I wasn't the only one hurting in our marriage And I knew it I just couldn't get him to open up to me. It took me leaving for this to happen. Yes I kept to myself alot of times on here. But that was because This was his life, not mine. I think it takes a strong woman to live the way we did for the past 12 years I am just sorry I wasn't strong enough to fight for what was mine. I would have walked through fire and hell for Dave several years ago. And sometimes I felt like I did.

Amanda

54

Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well folks, i started writing a big post and then the keyboard acted up on me, so i lost everything i was saying.

first of all amanda was right, this isnt anything i can just walk away from, it is'nt something that i can just put behind me and move on.

this involves my sexuality and my childhood experience growing up in the jw cult.

junctions-wife

oh yes! You must eat. Eat something good for me as well.

54

Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well folks, i started writing a big post and then the keyboard acted up on me, so i lost everything i was saying.

first of all amanda was right, this isnt anything i can just walk away from, it is'nt something that i can just put behind me and move on.

this involves my sexuality and my childhood experience growing up in the jw cult.

junctions-wife

Thank-you to you both. I try.

Dave on the education I have always said that you should. You are very smart and bright. You could be anything you ever wanted. I will always be on your side. Who knows maybe after all of this we might end up back together. But you have heal first. You have a big heart you just have to find what you are looking for.

Amanda

54

Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well folks, i started writing a big post and then the keyboard acted up on me, so i lost everything i was saying.

first of all amanda was right, this isnt anything i can just walk away from, it is'nt something that i can just put behind me and move on.

this involves my sexuality and my childhood experience growing up in the jw cult.

junctions-wife

Dave, you are a strong person. With that said. I admire for what you have done in the past, present and future. But one thing is right, you have to heal first before you can have any kind of relationship. I had my thoughts for a long time, and I never said anything because I didn't want cause trouble in our marriage. It was that I didn't think that you loved me. I always thought you wanted me to be someone that I wasn't. I am sorry I could never have been your Grandmother or your Granny. I was to headstrong. And I had my faults as well. I liked to spend to much money, I didn't keep house like you wanted. Matter of fact I hate cleaning worse than anything. And it wasn't that I fell out of love with you I couldn't keep fighting for something that I never had. but we can talk later.

Your Friend,

Amanda

27

Just pondering my upcoming plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well gang, i have posted off and on here for several years now.

i have been to several apostafests and meetups, some i even organized.

i have met some truly wonderful people, and there has always been a sense of camraderie that i have felt.

junctions-wife

Balsalm, That is easier said than done. Just walk away. Somethings you can walk away from. But when something has destroyed entire being and life. How can you just walk away? I know what Dave is going to announce and it is something that he can not walk away from. Nor would he have the respect of me if he just walked away. This is something that he can not just walk away from.

amanda

27

Just pondering my upcoming plan

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

well gang, i have posted off and on here for several years now.

i have been to several apostafests and meetups, some i even organized.

i have met some truly wonderful people, and there has always been a sense of camraderie that i have felt.

junctions-wife

I can see where Dave wants to tell you all but at the same time I understand where he would like to tell me the rest first. It is not easy for him. He has alot of respect for people on here. I know. And some may very well decide not to speak to him again. But that will be your lost. He will need every prayer request and good thoughts going his way that he can get. I can honestly say this though he will not be doing anything against the law or to hurt himself. I just hope everyone will still be there when he needs us the most.

Thank-you all,

amanda

22

When life hands you lemons---

by Junction-Guy in

jw
friends

you make lemonade!!

folks that is what im gonna do.

i have talked this over with mom and darin, amanda is next.

junctions-wife

Dave, you never really lost me. I have always been here. But we are two people who grew apart. And now have different dreams. I wish you all the best. And I will be always be there if you need me. I am very sorry that our marriage didn't wok. But we know the truth what torn apart our relationship. And for that what do you want me do to help?

amanda

57