Posts by cyrus

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~ Poem: For WOMEN only~

by FlyingHighNow in

jw
friends

men may not not appreciate this, but i have a hunch a few of you women will.

feel free to disuss:.

a woman's poem.

cyrus

methinks the man doth protest too loudly THERE R SOME GUILTY CONSCIENCES HERE LOL

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you need a good talking tolooking back, i realize that one of the biggest turnoffs in.

the organization was when individuals made it their business to become.

involved in your personal affairs.. turning away from the organizationthere were three or four incidents with circuit overseers and .

cyrus

I was one of those brothers that takes sport seriously and im very competitive ,although i never cheat never never the cong was playing softball and as always bros and sisters were cheating and me being me i got a little irate (by a little i mean very and by irate i mean eyepoppingly angry )well this elder shoute out its only a game in reply i shouted back at him if it so unimportant and only a game why are u cheating and encouraging other too as well .h.He got very upset and others were saying i should say sorry i refused and said he is the one who should be saying sorry for cheating ,funny thing is he was cheating on his wife and eventually left her and kids for a worldly woman Another time an elder counseled me on my job saying i was missing meetings and should find something else he kept doing this until id had enough and said ur a window cleaner arent u he said yes .i said george fornby had a song about being a window cleaner didnt he and he had another song where he admitted to being something else didnt he and just turned and walked away THE SONG BY THE WAY WAS CALLED: IM A WANKER :

74

~ Poem: For WOMEN only~

by FlyingHighNow in

jw
friends

men may not not appreciate this, but i have a hunch a few of you women will.

feel free to disuss:.

a woman's poem.

cyrus

maybe would help if u remove her panty hose first

74

~ Poem: For WOMEN only~

by FlyingHighNow in

jw
friends

men may not not appreciate this, but i have a hunch a few of you women will.

feel free to disuss:.

a woman's poem.

cyrus

Im a better cook than my ex wife ,i iron better than her too never needed her for that just wanted unconditional love and a friend the only things that spoiled it was jws and her 20 yold son who she still tucks in bed at night and washes his hair and who on holiday never left our side for two weeks .oh and because of the org our sex life became none existant .

74

~ Poem: For WOMEN only~

by FlyingHighNow in

jw
friends

men may not not appreciate this, but i have a hunch a few of you women will.

feel free to disuss:.

a woman's poem.

cyrus

Its ur own fault u married the pussy whipped mamas boy .U should have married a real man who didnt need u do do that shit for him .someone who took u to bed and makes ur toes curl eh

69

crisis of conscience

by cyrus in

jw
friends

hi all ,got my copy today read 90 pages already ,so far very interesting and an eye opener rutherford comes across as a very dishonest man and a dictator.

knorr comes across as very insecure.anyway back to it .have fun and i will let you know as i read more .dan

cyrus

self serving and why the fxxk not he had served the wtbts his whole working life including his childhood .putting off marriage at the behest of the org until they changed thier mind of course .living in abject poverty then after being cast out like a pile of shit deposited on the lawn he wrote a couple of books to provide for him unlike our great god jah and the money making org supposedly serving this great father mnow at least he wont be buried in a paupers grave like many other witnesses GOOD LUCK to him ...cant wait to read more so let him self serve ..

69

crisis of conscience

by cyrus in

jw
friends

hi all ,got my copy today read 90 pages already ,so far very interesting and an eye opener rutherford comes across as a very dishonest man and a dictator.

knorr comes across as very insecure.anyway back to it .have fun and i will let you know as i read more .dan

cyrus

Hi all ,got my copy today read 90 pages already ,so far very interesting and an eye opener rutherford comes across as a very dishonest man and a dictator. knorr comes across as very insecure.anyway back to it .have fun and i will let you know as i read more .dan

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Do You Miss Your Sense of Belonging?

by The wanderer in

jw
friends

do you miss your sense of belonging?what i miss is the sense of belonging and camaraderie that came with .

being one of jehovahs witnesses.

does this mean that i would return?

cyrus

Hi all,i was brought up as a witness from about age 5 if i remember rightly.My parents became witnesses just before the whole 1975 fiasco.upto about 13 y old i have good memories of friendships get togethers with barn dancing (yawn)many weddings.i do remember the rules for elders kids being different.My mother was dfd and my father had been a closet alcoholic for years ie we the family new but the cong thought the sun rose and set up his backside.Us kids 2 brothers and two sisters were basicly left without any support and were effectively shunned .mum and dad split my father cheated on my mum .So i didnt or we didnt go to meetings. Then in my late twenties while at a low point in my life i went back to the witnesses purely because most of my gd memories were when we were jws .i got babtised and after the the initial love bombing it didnt take me long to remember the bed things and i started seeing it all again .I didnt really feel like i belonged because i never really saw evidence of the love they were supposed to have among themselves in fact when someone had a problem they seemed to leave u alone more .Basicly u r either a jw or ur nothing to them except something to put on a report slip at the end of the month . In my twenties i joined the rave scene took e for a while and it was there i felt i belonged soon i realised that love was drug enduced though so got out of that.thats enough from me though have fun y,all and i hope we all find whatever we are looking for xx

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First time for me.........."The wedding night"

by new boy in

jw
friends

i had no idea what to expect!...................as in the case of most jws.

since sex is strickly forbidden before marriage.

at the time (1970's) kissing was even frowned at too.

cyrus

The only thing i waited for was being sixteen.my first time was with atwenty y old woman who after thought i was the best ever (she had been about )nothing wrong with that though .My secret was simply porn mags and not just pictures i read the stories too .the next girl i went with was 18 and after i asked her if she had come and when she said no i was devastated ,so every time we got together i asked her how and what she liked .Never had a prob since.my present girlfreind is 24 im 40 she is rampant and the only prob i have is keeping up (not keeping it up) so in my experience ask questions and experiment.

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They KNOW It's Not The TRUTH

by zack in

jw
friends

a brother, former bethelite, ca and dc speaker, po, pioneer, assembly overseer:.

he tells me "we" cannot know everything, no one can.

he acknowledges changes in understanding.

cyrus

Yes they know its not the truth which is why many abuse the position of leadership they have among congs. They and many of r and f are still in is because they r sheep to scared to live thier lives without a sheperd telling them how to dress how to have sex with their partners how to bring up thier kids which movies or music to listen to whether can go to a bar or not how to park thier car were to hotel anything but think for themselves and live for themselves all dressed up from a three thousand yo book written by a bunch of misogynistic control freaks with delusions of grandeur .just about says it all really...?