Wow, maybe there are alot of people who keep trying to get it right. There is alot of pain in those stories, but maybe alot of faith too. Some people struggle very hard while others breeze through this life.
I agree seeing I was DF'ed three times. It took me that long to actually question what I was doing. It is an absolute shame I was that brainwashed. I now have taken a vow to never return. It is like a different world when I think of it. I cannot believe I went thru all of that.