Posts by jeanniebeanz

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After initially believing the apostates, we researched the NGO issue and found that all their claims were either blatant lies or nonsense based on pig ignorance. Since publication, apostates have been unable to provide any evidence to support their position.

I doubt this is the watchtower since it states that the initially believed the 'apostates'. Pretty yucky stuff... renagade witnesses, perhaps?

J

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Here it is! Proof that prayer works

by startingover in

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jeanniebeanz

he and Larissa Schuster entered her husband's house, knocked him out and drove him to Larissa Schuster's house. There, Fagone said, Larissa Schuster put her husband in a 55-gallon barrel and poured hydrochloric acid over him. It's unclear whether he was alive at the time.

O....M....G....

That is just soooo disgusting and disturbing. What kind of a complete monster would be capable of doing such a thing?

J

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What smells bring back old memories?

by John Doe in

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fresh cut hay in may?.

spring rainshowers?.

a creek with active marine life?.

jeanniebeanz

Gregor,

OMG I actually posted about those home-made latrines and thought I was the only one who remembered them:

LOL

http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/105194/1822531/post.ashx#1822531

Jeannie

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Relative is just relative methinks....

by AK - Jeff in

http://www.rense.com/general72/size.htm

jeanniebeanz

that's really cool. I've always wanted a set of models of the planets and our own sun, but could never find any that were not cost prohibitive.

Jeannie

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Do you think God is a Liar?

by BONEZZ in

i've struggled with trying to believe in a god since i left the fold.

i've been indoctrinated by dubizm for most of my life and more and more it all seems pretty incredulous.

the latest lady liberty post about adam caused a lightbulb to go off...and i know you'll let me know if i'm wrong in my assessment.. all my life i've heard, "god cannot tell a lie" and "the bible is true.

jeanniebeanz

You can drive yourself crazy trying to make sense of it. Personally, I have come to the conclusion that god doesn't lie because god doesn't exist. Oh, I've waffled on that, to be sure... but the longer I'm away from the cult, and the more research I do, the more I am certain of it.

J

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Men & Women and... Garbage Day

by jeanniebeanz in

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garbage day at my house is always a harrowing experience... the night before, hubby will go through the house gathering anything that looks to him to be trash.

having gotten in trouble before for throwing out some old but precious 'thing' he will now ask, "you going to keep this?

" or "why are you hanging onto this junk?

jeanniebeanz

Garbage day at my house is always a harrowing experience... The night before, hubby will go through the house gathering anything that looks to him to be trash. Having gotten in trouble before for throwing out some old but precious 'thing' he will now ask, "You going to keep this?" or "Why are you hanging onto this junk?" We have had some run-ins over what, exactly is garbage... One time, our son came running up to me saying that, "Daddy said to get into the bag!!!" At that moment, I heard hubby chuckle an evil chuckle in the other room.

Do any of you have to count the children after your hubby bags up the garbage for 'Garbage Day'?

Jean

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Menezes: For the pro-war idiots who supported the government

by Simon in

menezes 'acted like any commuter'.

menezes picture 'was manipulated'.

how does it feel to be wrong?.

jeanniebeanz

I remember reading about that... so sad...

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Do you ever get nausea when encountering JW stuff

by Sirona in

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i thought after 7 years out i had done a pretty good job of getting my mind free of the jws.. then yesterday i went on youtube and typed in jehovah's witness.

after watching a few apostate videos, i came across a pro-jw video of a convention.

as i started the video and they started singing "we thank you jehovah" i got a mega wave of nausea and felt like i had to switch the thing off.. has this happened to you?

jeanniebeanz

Definitely. I remember very clearly my last meeting... I walked out sick as a dog. It started with a wave of anger at the lies being told from the 'platform', quickly followed by a great sadness as I looked around me at the people who had been part of every important event of my life until my 33rd birth day, all sitting there like zombies eating up the putrecent lies like it was from god's own hand, then intense sickness. I stopped on my way to the door to duck into the bathroom and puke.

Never went back... Have you ever gone by the isolation ward of a hospital and looked into the glass rooms where a person lay dying of some horrid, very contagious disease? That is the feeling I had when looking at the people sitting in the hall. It's like they are laying in that hospital bed dying, their children being infected along with them, their futures and dreams killed, heavily medicated to make the pain of the disease go away (Prozac, Zoloft, Welbutrin, etc.), in terrible financial shape for the most part, just hoping in their minds that they made the right choice, older people too proud to admit to themselves that they have thrown their lives away because what else do they have? Mostly, I feel bad for the little ones. Poor babies don't even know that the food their parents are feeding them is poison and will lead to hardship in life and bitter disappointment in their old age; or drastic amputations later in life in order to escape the disease if they are fortunate enough to shake it.

God, it did make me so sick... Now, it's a sadness for the young people mostly.

Jean

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What smells bring back old memories?

by John Doe in

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fresh cut hay in may?.

spring rainshowers?.

a creek with active marine life?.

jeanniebeanz

In Mid-summer, the scent of the Russian River mingled with the Redwood trees in the Ukiah Valley would peak in the early morning air. It brings back memories of my childhood and happy times playing on the banks of the Russian River.