MoeJoJoJo
Cool name
I chose to leave about 7 weeks ago and I too studied long and hard and in the end, I arrived at the conclusion that it simply could not be "the truth".
I set up a table specifically in my room and placed bibles and lexicons and WTS literature on it and spent 3 solid days studying.
My wife helped me as did my mother and in the end, we all reached the same conclusion.
There were several scriptures that resulted in this, and one of the easiest to see the fraud was in reading about the end times in Matt 24
and comparing what is ACTUALLY said with what the WTS says.
Also, I did a comparison with the attitude of Pharisees and Christians in Jesus day and tried to figure out which one that the WTS resembled the closest.
We also considered prophecy and prediction and whether Jehovah could really support such statements as was made.
Just some thoughts
Dave