i am hoping there are others of you that have the same feelings as my self and can help me to move on from them!.
currently i am in therapy due to different things that have happened in my life (not just to do with the witnesses!!
) and i thought it would be good to share my last session with you.. as a jw you are given your goal in life- your point.
Thanks Guys,
I am single but i dont feel loneley i have so many friends around me that would be impossiable but i do feel isolated... (In my head there is a differance!)
I just need more motivation to keep ticking on..
I have to remind myself how lucky i am. Life could be worse! oh and now i have all you to talk with..
xxxxxx
i am hoping there are others of you that have the same feelings as my self and can help me to move on from them!.
currently i am in therapy due to different things that have happened in my life (not just to do with the witnesses!!
) and i thought it would be good to share my last session with you.. as a jw you are given your goal in life- your point.
Thanks purps.
I do find joy in some things like music etc. but i cant seem to do anyhting for myself ie i cant be selfish.. Its even a task to wash my hair and have a bath.
Dont get me wrong, i am managing i am just finding the next step so hard.. I want to be a better person- without the costant struggle!
xx
i am hoping there are others of you that have the same feelings as my self and can help me to move on from them!.
currently i am in therapy due to different things that have happened in my life (not just to do with the witnesses!!
) and i thought it would be good to share my last session with you.. as a jw you are given your goal in life- your point.
I am hoping there are others of you that have the same feelings as my self and can help me to move on from them!
Currently i am in therapy due to different things that have happened in my life (not just to do with the witnesses!!) and i thought it would be good to share my last session with you.
As a jw you are given your goal in life- your point. But when you leave suddenly you have nothing to live for - you have to live for yourself.
I was raised as a jw and at 16 got baptised (yes too young i know!) i loved it, it was my life - what i lived for. whilst associating with different crowds i begun to realize all was not as it seemed! People were leading double lives. I decided to leave at 18 not wanting to be a fellow hypocrit.
Anyway upon leaving due to my good nature and trust in people i got involved with the wrong crowd and they ruled my life for a year, i lost alot of weight i was depressed i could not work, i kept beating my boyfriend up all this went on untill we had enough and dissapeared from the crowd. I then had to learn to not be so trusting with people.
so 7 years on after leaving the truth i am still struggling with one thing.
What is the point of life?
Dont get me wrong i am not really depressed anymore but it does take me all my energy to just get out of bed and go to work go home then go to sleep then do the same the next day.
I have no point and beggining to have no energy to keep doing what i am doing.. i want to be a better person but i have no interest in anything.
I believe in armagedon and i know jehovah will do everything for the best of human kind even if i die. It will be for the best. I feel that is my only certainty in life.
I hope i have not rambled too much!
x
particularly for those who are shunned for reasons of dfing and daing completely, who do you miss the most that no longer has anything to do with you?
and why?
I miss the nievity!!!
Becoming ' worldly wise ' was a strain due to how stupidly nieve i was... never mind you soon learn!!!
xx
i think i've finally left the jw's.
i have not been an active member since 2000, but always thought i would go back.
the problem (or solution) has been that i started to reason on how the true god or super being really viewed mankind.
Hello you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xx
hi im new to the world....been lurking for a while but cant keep quiet any more...so much to say so much time...as an intro can i ask if anyone else begged grovelled pleaded lost their dignity in order to get reinstated only to find that it was worse than being d/fd cos at least when you were d/fd you knew why all your friends treated you like crap
Hello you!
I have been out of the truth now for some time (i dissasociated myself)?! it maddens me to think back at the way people (supposed friends) treated my family and myself.
There is no such thing as support or true love in the truth. Unless you find it from Jehovah. There are alway's conditions.
You will find peace.
hi i am a newbie!!
i dont want to put a big post about my life here just yet, because, well, its just not that interesting!
i am here to learn, meet new people and find a bit about myself.
I grew up as a witness and left when i was 18 i did not like the fact that most youngsters in the truth were leading double lives and i did not want to be a hypocrit!!!
Anyway it was hard and life has gone on.. I am really warmed by the guys in here!!!!!!!!!! Thank you..
hi i am a newbie!!
i dont want to put a big post about my life here just yet, because, well, its just not that interesting!
i am here to learn, meet new people and find a bit about myself.
Hi i am a newbie!!
I dont want to put a big post about my life here just yet, because, well, its just not that interesting!
I am here to learn, meet new people and find a bit about myself. oh and i am really rubbish at introductions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If anyone knows of a James Mascrey (spelt wrong!!) from litchfield let me know!! He was a good guy and a good dj!!
I hope i get used to this site its all strange at the mo.!!!
