Gee, I feel more welcome here than in my congregation. I have the Christian Freedom book by Ray Franz but have not started it yet.
I know the guilt will go away but I guess after almost 25 years in the truth (from when I was 14), you get brainwashed and it stays with you. Oh well, hubby and I are taking it one day at a time.
What funny is, we never miss the meetings and the 'friends'. We never felt so free to do our own thing and projects we have neglected around the house and yard. Our eyes are also opened to the fact that the worldlings around us are actually better than the loving brotherhood in the organization. We now view our workmates, neighbors etc., without prejudice and without judgement. It felt so great. I can now see the good in everyone.
ozziepost, yes my 'very righteous friends' on another popular witness online board visit this board and yes we talk about what you guys say here, in private. So I cannot reveal my identity. I'm pretty sure after this post, each one of us will be suspicious of another. I know that a regular poster here knows my identity, so please exert every effort not to write my name.
Anyway, thanks again for the warm welcome. I'll visit the chatroom soon.