Family is the most important thing you can have--if it's just you and your son, YOU ARE FAMILY. You shouldn't want to leave him to the will of other adults who "know what's best for him" plus he would be angry with you for leaving him maybe for the rest of his life. I hope when you wake up this morning, you will see things more clearly and make good decisions.
I couldn't have said it any better, Flowerpetal. Amen.
Core.....you have a terrific network of friends here, people who really do care about your well-being. Please don't end your life. Your son needs you. He loves you.
Please let us know you are alright.
Delilah