What really bugged the hell out of me, was the thought of never being able to marry again, if I died and was resurrected.
And since I've left, the thought of living forever with most of those in my old congregation, is just repulsive.
i have always loved it when the seasons changes.
i was always told that we would have temerate weather all of the time and the seasons wouldn't chage.
i always thought i would miss the changing leaves, budding flowers after it has been so cold, and the snow.
What really bugged the hell out of me, was the thought of never being able to marry again, if I died and was resurrected.
And since I've left, the thought of living forever with most of those in my old congregation, is just repulsive.
by a black guy dressing for halloween as clayton bigsby the black white supremacist?
Go for it !!!!
i've heard this been said before that when you have had loads to drink and when your inhibitions are temporarily removed then the real you is exposed.
i.e:.
some people when they've got a skinfull they might start talking about money & bragg about personal financial achievements and how much more money they're going to earn.. some people after a few beers suddenly think they're rocky balboa and think they can take the world on.. others after sinking some g & t's might turn into a crazed sexual tyrannosaurus!!.
My mom gets either super sappy, or really nasty....and I prefer to be nowhere near her when she drinks.
Others after sinking some G & T's might turn into a crazed sexual tyrannosaurus!!
...... this was me, after drinking too much Scotch one winter's eve.... but my hunny didn't mind too much, lol....
but Tequila makes me really happy, so does wine, and beer.
anyone dressing up?
anyone going to a party?
if you are dressing up what are you going to be?
i went into my profile and there it was.
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4 yrs since i joined!!.
Sassy.....hope you enjoyed your birthday...
if your so is cheating on you?
well, she's not my so anymore.
she decided a few days ago that she didn't have it in her to continue the relationship.
now its school, work, my investing and trying my best to be healthy and not wallow. i'll be fine and in many ways i learned a lot about what i should tolerate and what i need
Even though it may be rough, focus on yourself now. What YOU want. What YOU need. You sound like you did everything you could, but she was emotionally detached. She's lost a good man. Sucks to be her!!
I too, was thinking though, that she may be going through a depression?! But even so, you don't treat someone you care about like this. She owed it to you, to let you know what was going on...even if it hurts. You deserve better.
It will get better....a day at a time. (((((((((((((((((((( CHL )))))))))))))))))))
hello friends,.
for those of you that do not know my situation, i am an alcoholic that fell off the wagon this weekend.
oh boy do i feel bad!
Ouch...........take care, JK....
Hey Buttlight!!! Good of you to poke yer nose in....thought we'd lost ya!! I'm glad school is going so well for you. Take care, and post as often as you can, eh?!
well, it's been some time since i've posted.
a lot of you have encouraged me to live my life without the shackles of wt and i have begun to do so - doing what i want to do in my life.
it is a lot of fun not looking at people and judging them because their "worldly" - they're human beings!!!
Good for you, Rethinking....happy belated birthday ...enjoy the "beginning" of the rest of your life.
Life is SO much better, and fun, relaxing, enjoyable, etc.....outside the "box"....isn't it?
i have much to be thankful this year.
hubby and i continue to work out (and enjoy) our differences.
my son has stayed off street drugs since february.
Happy Thanxgiving, Jgnat........and all my fellow Canucks..........gobble gobble....