Welcome, Wheel....I like what Robdar said,
You are the artist of your own reality, and it is time to paint in different colors. Paint a beautiful canvas of and for yourself. Get to know yourself and don't judge yourself for what you discover.
Welcome to the rest of your life... Go and discover the REAL you. Have fun...get out, meet new people. I know, it probably seems a bit intimidating right now, but it becomes easier, once you build up your self esteem, and once you begin to make new friends.