cyd0099

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  very lonely

  by paul2 in

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  perhaps i may find a friend out there in gods peaple.

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  cyd0099

  No need to be lonely. There are good people here. And a Gumby.
  
  Welcome to the board
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  Are Public Talks Really Public?

  by Blueblades in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  what would the watchtower say to that?

  notice that no public talks are shown on their official site.

  ever wonder why public talks are not really public.

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  cyd0099

  They are public in the sense that the WTS wouldn't prohibit you your donation from coming in.
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  COULD YOU KILL SOMEONE?

  by Mary in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  and under what circumstances?

  would you kill someone if they molested your child or your spouse?

  what about drug dealers or terrorists?

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  cyd0099

  As to the act itself, if I had the distance, I say I could. For instance, if I were a sniper.
  
  Not up close and personal, though.
  
  But I would most likely eventually eat my own gun from the years of guilt and recriminations my mind would pile upon me
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  I know there's bigger news

  by cyd0099 in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  but my girlfriend dumped me last night.

  she lost the spark she had for me she said...

  i am alone again and i could use a hug.

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  cyd0099

  I've decided to purposely take like two months off from even looking at women, save some cash get focused on my art (I committed to having paintings for a November show the shop ) resume writing again and take a week's vacation to Portland in June.
  
  A relationship is a wonderful thing, but it consumes you. Your time and enery and money. And it's worth it, I believe that.
  
  But I need to be selfish right now. To rediscover those elements of who I am and what makes me kick so much a$$.
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  I know there's bigger news

  by cyd0099 in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  but my girlfriend dumped me last night.

  she lost the spark she had for me she said...

  i am alone again and i could use a hug.

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  cyd0099

  lola;
  
  I know. He's a cute little bugger.Maybe a new icon
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  So, why did I meet with the elders?

  by lola28 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  this is my explanation as to why i met with the elders today.

  when i agreed to meet with the elders last week i had made up my mind to just go in and be honest with them.

  i was going to tell the elders that i no longer believed this to be the truth, and then i was just going to walk away.

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  cyd0099

  (((hug)))
  
  Since I got so many today I have plenty to share.
  
  I'm glad it went as well asit did for you.
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  I know there's bigger news

  by cyd0099 in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  but my girlfriend dumped me last night.

  she lost the spark she had for me she said...

  i am alone again and i could use a hug.

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  cyd0099

  I thank you all for your nice words and kind thoughts. It has made this day just a little more bearable.
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  I know there's bigger news

  by cyd0099 in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  but my girlfriend dumped me last night.

  she lost the spark she had for me she said...

  i am alone again and i could use a hug.

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  cyd0099

  Carmel;
  
  There was some talk of a meet-up on the 4th here in Washington state. I'd have to go back in my posting history for details.
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  I know there's bigger news

  by cyd0099 in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  but my girlfriend dumped me last night.

  she lost the spark she had for me she said...

  i am alone again and i could use a hug.

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  cyd0099

  The bright side to all this is if I'm still single this summer I will be free to go to the Fourth of July Aposta-whoop-te-doo up here in my neck of the woods.
  
  Providing it's still on...
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  I know there's bigger news

  by cyd0099 in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  but my girlfriend dumped me last night.

  she lost the spark she had for me she said...

  i am alone again and i could use a hug.

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  cyd0099

  Ballistic;
  
  
  I met up with friends in our favorite bar after "the talk" last night. I mixed my alcohol and gave myself a dozy of a headache this morning.
  
  
  No plans to do that again any time soon.
  
  It was just dip in the bottle to dull the immeadiate pain. I'm used to dealing with my sadness in a sober way.