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  i told em :)

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  (check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation).

  well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him.

  it felt so good giveing up the double life i really dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something

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  OklaXwitness

  (check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation)

  well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him

  it felt so good giveing up the double life i REALLY dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  aight ill slow down i told my dad that i dont believe it and i never will and i was very vague about why but anyway the part i needed courage for is over now all i gotta do is tough it out while my whole family cries thinking im going to die its makes me mad i want to tell them why i think this is wrong but i know they wont listen they would probably even become bitter so i just say i dont know what do u believe i dont know why do u think the "truth" is wrong i dont know my sister was all liek she got sooooooo emotional lol i was liek i dont think i should force myself to believe something for other people (my family) and she was like well if its the only thing that keeps u in the truth dude this is sooooooooooo messed up probably the biggest trial of my life i gotta stick to my guns i cant let em sidetrack me by them crying
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  yea it would probably be better just to get out i mean im dont think i could get anybody to listen to me i have a friend thats in but i didnt know until i was having doubts about the "truth" that he had planned on leaving for years and that hes just waiting till hes 18 thats the only person that i think i coulda helped but hes already helped himself lol
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  i dont think i have enough courage all i have is knowledge of the truth about the "truth" and im having a hard time decideing wether or not to distribute it amongst deaf ears or keep it to myself and leave and have a better relationship with my parents possibly i think if i went around and tryed to tell people then they might be more angry at me and view me as an apostate which is what i am now and want me out of thier lives for good
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  is there any way my dad could take away my job its a janitorial service i make 10 bucks an hour last night we worked 10 hours i made 100 bucks i like this money and i think i would need it if they do kick me out so im wondering if there is any way thatthey could take away my job?
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  lol well i might not have much time b4 im discovered i tried to help someone in another congregation over yahoo check it

  (8:19:52 PM): ok so wat were ur questions
  richmond_r (8:20:38 PM): i started to ask myself
  richmond_r (8:20:59 PM): well whenever we have questions for our doctrine
  (8:21:12 PM): ok wat is docrine
  (8:21:17 PM): lol
  richmond_r (8:21:19 PM): our belief
  richmond_r (8:21:26 PM): our system of beliefs
  (8:21:27 PM): mkkkkkkkk
  richmond_r (8:21:48 PM): the society tells us to get out out bible and go into the publications and study for the answer
  (8:21:57 PM): rytre
  richmond_r (8:22:04 PM): ive done that about a few things
  (8:22:09 PM): good
  richmond_r (8:22:26 PM): and all ive seen is that the publications ran me around in a circle and didnt actually answer the question
  (8:22:38 PM): wat was ur question?
  richmond_r (8:22:52 PM): it was a long time ago
  richmond_r (8:22:57 PM): hmm let me see if i can find it
  (8:23:16 PM): (my name here) wat were the questions u were gonna ask me
  richmond_r (8:23:31 PM): the rapture i was going to try and explain the rapture to a class mate
  richmond_r (8:23:44 PM): but the reasoning on the scriptures just ran it around
  (8:23:45 PM): look in the resoning book
  richmond_r (8:23:46 PM): brb door
  richmond_r (8:24:12 PM): i did
  richmond_r (8:24:15 PM): anyway
  richmond_r (8:24:27 PM): i asked myself is the society really trust worthy
  (8:24:35 PM): yah
  (8:24:41 PM): DUH!
  richmond_r (8:24:48 PM): why are they trust worthy?
  (8:24:58 PM): b/c its wat jehovah wants them 2 do
  richmond_r (8:25:05 PM): how do we know this
  (8:25:11 PM): the bible
  richmond_r (8:25:13 PM): how do we know that the bible was pointing to them
  (8:25:19 PM): NERT NERT
  richmond_r (8:25:21 PM): lol
  (8:25:25 PM): (mynamehere)
  (8:25:42 PM): this is stupid ur saying stuff that is stupid
  richmond_r (8:25:50 PM): hahhaha
  (8:25:53 PM): u kno this is the truth
  richmond_r (8:26:01 PM): do u know its the truth
  (8:26:07 PM): don't get side tracked
  (8:26:10 PM): yah
  richmond_r (8:26:11 PM): lol
  (8:26:12 PM): i do
  (8:26:18 PM): and i don't question it
  (8:26:22 PM): by ne means
  richmond_r (8:26:38 PM): thats part of human nature thats normal we are supposed to question things
  richmond_r (8:26:43 PM): the society doesnt want us to
  (8:26:51 PM): u kno ur sayin a bunch a bull sheaaat that is dumb
  (8:26:57 PM): and i don't have 2 listen 2 u
  richmond_r (8:27:02 PM): i told u that
  (8:27:03 PM): b/c its dumb
  (8:27:07 PM): and i won't
  (8:27:08 PM): bie
  richmond_r (8:27:10 PM): when i first started talkin to ya
  richmond_r (8:27:12 PM): kk

  i have a stiuation where i can try and help people out of it but u guys have to tell me how to do it hurry i dont have much time b4 this chick reports me lol they are a bunch of spies
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  aight i want everyone to post how they think i should do this and then ill mix it all up into how i want to do it just like give me suggestions what not to do i thought about staying in and trying to make me people start thinking but i thought about it for a while and i really just wanna get out as fast as possible the way i see it no one would listen to me because of how much of a grip the society has on them tomorrow i might tell my parents i really want to tomorrow but if u guys give me some kind of reason not to then i wont so post!!!
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  lol well i might tell em this weekend there is definately no way of getting me back now
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  well i talked to the counselor she doesnt really understand how bad the situation is shes not really intitled to take my whole side of the issue but she does agree about me thinking for myself and making this decision on my own she told me that i should try and talk to my parents which i will soon maybe sometime this weekend she wants me to tell her how it goes so her talkin to me doesnt really change anything but it has made me more confident and she also gave me a new question that i had never thought of If this is the truth why would information from outside the society be of harm . . . if it was the truth there would be no way to invalidate the society or its publications.
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  still a lil scared but definately leaving

  by OklaXwitness in

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  im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

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  OklaXwitness

  well im going to school right now i wanted to get this over with but it might b e worth it as the last person said to wait a while and think about how i wanna do this ill talk to the guidance counselor today i dont think she will understand how serious this is so i will give her some of the links i have read such as http://www.xjw.com/whatcult.html and some of the links in here http://members.aol.com/beyondjw/bj.htm and ill probably give her the link to this post peace out guys thanks for all the input i got lucky last night my lil brother graduated from kindergarden so i didnt have to go to the meeting anyway lol