Posts by OklaXwitness

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i told em :)

by OklaXwitness in

(check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation).

well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him.

it felt so good giveing up the double life i really dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something

OklaXwitness

ok well whew alot has happened sonce my last reply my parents didnt kick me out ive been enjoying my new freedom but i havent done anything that conflicts with liek the witnesses anyway u guys told me to make a plan and well i think i have one but since im already disfellowshipped it might be too late my family was gonna do some stuff this summer like a fishing trip that i wanted to go on and etc anyway im going to try and not disfellowship myself just yet even tho i technically allready did and if they wont let me then ill just let it stand that im disfellowshipped and i dont have to do those things with my family lol anyway later on i wanna talk to jst2laws about this whole thing i was baptised when i was 14 and i dont think i was old enough to know enough to make that decision or enter into that "contract" anyway i want to try and liek i dunno get the law involved or something take it to court and say that i was a minor when the agreement contract whatever u wanna call it was made and like i dunno like make it void or whatever or something so i can just not be a brother so i cant be disfellowshipped or something i dont know im still just thinking about it but if i cant find a way to make it work ill prolly just end up being an inactive witness and if i do something that they dont liek they can disfellowship me thats my plan i wish i hadnt rushed into the whole disfellowshipping thing i had never thought of just being inactive i dunno i shoulda came up with a plan like u guys were tellin me lol but now i got one so ill be aight

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i told em :)

by OklaXwitness in

(check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation).

well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him.

it felt so good giveing up the double life i really dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something

OklaXwitness

its too late im disfellowshipped whenever i did get disfellowshipped my dad gave me my last pay check luckily i have a job application in my hand and he said that my worldly friends could take care of me, well they will mentally but i will care for myself physically i got all my bags packed i have for about a week i knew this was gonna happen when i got disassociated anyway its about 1:30 in the morning here im gonna take all my bags out to my car and im gonna leave my dad a note askin for my birth certificate social security number and car insurance papers if i have any and ill write on there before that that i love him and that i always will and im gonna leave a note for my mom too itll say somethin like i love you and i always will no matter what and that ill be bak for the rest of my stuff while they are at the meeting on tuesday anyway im kinda shookin up i was prepared but its still a big deal i mean its my family anyway i know u guys understand lol peace out

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Am I the only one ...

by talesin in

ugh.

it seems that the jw, along w/ other stuff, has led me to a solitary position in life ... how about you ... is that why you are here?

tonite?

OklaXwitness

dont worry u'll make new friends as long as you try to, the society says its impossible but they are just a bunch of manipulative psychopaths (im lucky i led a double life so i have lots of friends )

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i told em :)

by OklaXwitness in

(check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation).

well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him.

it felt so good giveing up the double life i really dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something

OklaXwitness

ok well i really dont wanna study im gonna tell em that either today or tomorrow and im going to ask em if i get disfellowshipped if they are gonna kick me out

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i told em :)

by OklaXwitness in

(check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation).

well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him.

it felt so good giveing up the double life i really dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something

OklaXwitness

(check out my first post if u wanna know more about my situation)

well i waited till like 6 oclock my parents never came home so we just went to church i came back and we talked for like an hour and i was almost completely truthfull there was maybe one or two things i wasnt about but they were little anyway they know i have a girlfriend they know i went to the assembly of god last night i told em i didnt want to be a witness anymore they tryed saying that maybe i was crazy or i wasnt thinking straight anyway im going to thier meeting tonight so i can talk to the elders and probably get disfellowshipped :) and my dad said that the least i owe him is to let him study with me ive made it clear that i dont want to study but i luv my dad and i respect him so im going to let him

it felt so good giveing up the double life i REALLY dont wanna study but hes right i do owe him something

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