I thought about this very thing as I walked across the parking lot from school this morning. I looked at a few animals scavaging for found by one of the bins and another one running pretty fast across the hot parking lot, and thought to myself that I am basically no different than these simple animals. Although I am seeking a higher education, really what does it give me. I still will have to work in this life, my body will start to fall apart, and I might have 60 or so years, from now, before I kick the bucket. Then what?!?!? Then I thought back about the Uni.Sov. issue and thought to myself how stupid is that? If god was all powerfull why would he allow a lessor "god" even challenge him? He would know what the outcome was. It would be like me telling a small child not to touch the stove while it is on or they will get burned. I have more knowledge than they, and I know what the outcome will be. So if they defy me I have every right to punish them. It would be cruel for me to allow them to touch it only to get burned and then tell them "I told you so".
I know you should make life as enjoyable as possible, and humans tend to look at the short term. In the long term what REALLY bothers me is that after my life is used up thats it, wow, BFD. Then what you go to heaven? If thats the case wouldn't it be PERFECTLY clear that that is the case, and just maybe a dead loved one WOULD tell you of the benefits of living a good life? I think the harsh reality, though I would really like to believe in a higher creature, is that once you die you are fodder...