Who do you choose when they differ? Governing Body? or the Bible?
The "spank my ass and call me Mary"-comment was actually really appropriate in this thread, imo. Because there certainly is an element of masochism in all of this. Reach back into your JW-mindset for a second: The more you realise that "the Truth" is a lie, the more you will cling to it, thinking "God is testing me, like Job, testing my faith". The more you are abused, lied to, the more you realise something is wrong, this thought will just increase to manifest itself in your mind, until something just cracks, and you eventually walk into the sunlight, seeing that the "Truth" is a lie.
However: Defd is really annoying, and this is the reason: He comes on, spews some JW-propaganda, and then he just leave! People ask him honest, good and logical questions, but he just refuse to answer them. And that`s just really pissing me off, cause it`s so typical JW, you ask them a question, they can`t answer, but are unable to see the significance of the fact that they can`t answer! That makes me so mad and frustrated I just wanna bang my head in a brick wall.