I am also addicted to JWD... I love this place.
Fading from an organization while your spouse is the equivilant of a high-ranking official is hard, to say the least. When it's a cult, it's that much harder. When you've been in all your life, and you truly believed it, and you have no friends that aren't, and you risk being shunned by them all if you say or do the wrong thing...... Well, you all understand that!! All of it!! The people here are in varying stages of Been-There-Done-That, and willing to share their experiences and information and anything else they can. It's awesome.
This is community, I feel comfortable here, for so many reasons that only you guys could understand. You can ask anything, discuss anything, and get honest (and blunt... and rude... and helpful... and wise) answers.
Yup.... I love this place. And all you guys.
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