Yes I did when I was a kid growing up. Then, when I was around 15 or 16 I decided I never wanted to live forever on this Earth if it meant having to live with ONLY JW's on the Earth led by the organization. They allowed horrible abuse to continue in my family at the hands of my elder father. When it got so bad, we HAD to leave, they didn't help us. It was "WORLDLY" people at the mental hospital we had to go to to get help and get away from him.
I told my mother I didn't want to be a witness anymore because I couldn't stand the thought of having to live forever with those people, and she said, "I know. I feel the same way, but there is nothing else out there for us." After that, I attempted suicide a couple of times when I was 16/17, and after that, I started to wake up and realize it was all a lie and there was no paradise Earth and they certainly were not God's special group of chosen people.
It wasn't until I was in my early 20s that I was able to completely let go of the lies I was taught about paradise and armageddon.